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I'm Back

2010-03-13T19:37:00.005+08:00

Aikxz, I see some spider webs hanging at the corner of my blog..

It's been awhile aye? ^^

Sorry about that, I kinda busy and then got lazy to update..

Then all of a sudden, I remembered I got a blog and then I just got the mood to take a look

Looking back a blog's archieve and previous post

It's just like looking back on diaries and also history of my life

Those events we gone through together,

Those memories we shared together,

Those laughther we had together,

It just brings back so many things into my head

And also brings some tears into my eyes

Can't believe I'm back in Tassie now

3 months with friends and family in Penang

And now I gotta go back to this Hell Hole to continue fighting

Pheew, what a life..

Hmm, so how am I doing here?

Pretty much still alive you can say.. xD

Classes, assignments, exams never cease to leave me alone..

But outta those bad things, some good things are still here

For starters, things seem to settle down slowly now

The new house starts to look like a warm place

Just missing some minor patch ups

Life seems also to start getting smoother

No gossips, stupid rumours, bla bla bla, etc etc etc

Just go on with life and try to live it the happiest and best way we can!! x3

Well, I think that's all I got to say for now

Hope to update soon (keep fingers cross >.<)

Miss family back in Msia,

Miss friends in Msia,

Miss everything in Msia,

But I'll be back

I promise.. I'll be back soon.. Just wait.. =3

Love you guys back in Msia!!

Take care and cheers~

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Current Song: Kris Allen - Live Like We're Dying

Counting Down

2009-11-04T22:04:00.003+08:00

Heyy everybody~!!
It's been awhile since I updated my blgo again.. Lolxx
Well, before that I was busy with my finals
But now, it's over~ xD
Yes, OVER!!
*screams and shout*
I'M BREAKING UP WITH YOU EXAM!! IT'S OVER!! xD
Hahahahaxz..

Ok, now back to where I stop..
Since my exams are over, I'm now left with a few things to do..
Firstly I have to go pack as I'm going back to beloved Penang soon ^^
Details are as below:

Date leaving: 17th Nov 2009
Arrival time: 8.25pm on 17th of Nov 2009
Flight: Air Asia

Yea, that's the details about it..
Well, some of you might ask..
Since exam over, why don't come back earlier?
Well, it's because I'm going on a holiday trip to Sydney and Melbourne
12th of Nov going Sydney until 16th of Nov
Then 16th of Nov going Melbourne until 17th of Nov
After that, back to Malaysia.. ^^

Well, that's what I wanna say for now..
Just informing you guys I'm coming back on the 17th of November.. Hehe

ATTENTION INTI GANG!!
MUST GO OUT AND ENJOY WHEN I COME BACK!!
IT'S A MUST!!! xD

Ok now, I got to go sleep~
Nitez and take care everyone ^^
Count down: 12 more days till Malaysia
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Current song: Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me

Happy 19th Birthday to Juliet~ x3

2009-10-17T19:25:00.005+08:00

Well, before the day pass by
I would like to say something to someone special to me
That person is none other than Juliet, CCY~ xD

Yupe, it's Juliet's birthday today~
Known her since last year during HSC
Had tonnes of fun with her.. Hahahaxz
Oh yea, we still have our own theme song~
Love story by Taylor Swift.. x3

Marry me, Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know~~ xP

From those pictures in Facebook, can see it's an awesome party!!
Damn, how I wish I could be there to celebrate it..
But I'm glad to know she's having a blast there.. Hahahaxz
Well sinceI can't celebrate her birthday in KL
So just thought of dedicating this blog post to her la ^^

So,
Juliet, Happy 19th birthday ya~~~!!!

Romeo and Juliet~ xD
P.S. don't laugh at my horrible face again pls.. @@

End year come back we go kai kai together!!
It's a MUST~!!! I don't care!!! Hahahahaxz.. xP
Take care and miss ya, Juliet~ =3
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Current song: Hinder - Without You

Principles and Warnings

2009-10-08T14:43:00.004+08:00

For all these years,
No matter what changes,
My principle never changes
It has always been the same even until this very moment

My principle: I'll treat you back according to how you treat me
If you treat me good, I will treat you good or even better
But if you treat me bac, I'll treat you bad or even worse

Whenever a group encountered any problems
I choose not to side anyone and just be on the neutral side
Being a neutral to me means

I won't interfere with whatever the problem is

I wont judge on how you guys want to treat each other

I will mix with both sides

Plus I feel whenever I choose a side, it's not fair to the other side

And because of that, the problem worsens and eventually the group might split

If I were to be the neutral side, I might still have a chance to save the group
I don't like arguements nor fights in a group
It just tears us apart
And I don't like that
So, whenever groups have a problem,
I choose to be the neutral side
I prefer mixing with both sides and hopefully, bring an end to their fight
I just want a simple and peaceful harmony group
Is that really so hard to ask for?

Now here's a WARNING
Although I am on the neutral side,
I do have my limits
If any side steps on my tail or anything
That doesn't mean I won't fight back
No matter who steps on my tail, I will fight back!!!
And that time, don't say I'm being unfair
I'm just protecting myself

So now, don't say I'm siding who or who
If I were to treat you bad, think awhile why I did that
I never do things without a reason
Now, a meassage to those few people
I'm on the neutral side
But since you started to treat me so,
don't blame me as I will too treat you back the same
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Current song: Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc.

Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me

2009-09-29T14:18:00.005+08:00

Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

[Chorus]
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

[Chorus]

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

[Chorus]

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me
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Hahahaxz..
Another great song by Taylor Swift~
And curse you Kanye West
Beyonce's video was not even close to this video..
This video is just too awesome for Beyonce..
Anyway, when I go back to M'sia
I wanna get a new phone..

Targets are as below:

Sony Ericsson X2

Sony Ericsson Satio

Sony Ericsson Aino

P.S.
All the above models are upcoming models for Sony Ericsson~ xD

Mum, do you see these models? =P
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Current song: Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me

Saturday Outing

2009-09-20T17:28:00.012+08:00

Saturday, woke up at 12 something abd got ready to go to outing~ xD

First stop, we went to Wing & Co to buy mooncakes~

Yes, they actually have mooncakes here on Tassie..

So, we went there and buy some as Mooncake Festival is just around the corner

After looking, we bought the White Lotus with 2 yolks mooncakes

And also one box of original, yam and green tea mooncakes combination ^^

Then we depart to our next destination which is North Hobart

North Hobart have more choices for food comapred to Hobart

And as we love to eat food, so decided to go there again to eat

Went to Chatterbox to have their special meal

And their special meal for the week is roasted pork rice with BBQ sauce

Totally Malaysian meal which I miss so much.. >.<

Roasted pork with the crispy skin, vegetable soup, rice, and the spicy chili

We really enjoyed it so much~~!!!

Must go there again if got chance to try other special meal

Roasted pork rice with BBQ sauce + soup + chili~ ^^

After that, we went back to city as Boon Hau and I needed to buy shoes

Went to Sakura to meet up with Boon Hau and Valerie

They were just having their lunch there

And I tell you, don't try their Malaysian Char Kuey Teow there

Totally so not like our traditional char kuey teow.. =.=

The kuey teow so thick and no taste one

Boon Hau and Val just kept picking the eggs, prawns, and vegetable to eat..

Kuey teow totally not edible.. @@

See? So not our char kuey teow in Malaysia.. =.=

After that, we went to buy shoes in Foot Locker

I really need some new shoes as the Adidas I'm wearing start to tear

However, I will not throw that shoe away because that shoe is my birthday present from my Sister.. ^^

After seeing and all, decided to buy 2 pairs of shoes

One Puma and the other Adidas

Puma one is for casual wear and the Adidas one is for sport use

Luckily, Boon Hau got the voucher which gives us a 20% discount.. ^^

After that, we went back and called Pizza delivery to eat~

Had a large half-half Hawaian and BBQ chicken pizza, 8 pieces of fried chicken, and one chessy garlic bread~

So hungry when the pizza came..

Waited for like 1+ hours for the delivery..

Lesson learnt: Next time order Pizza Hut because its delivery is faster than Domino's

New Puma shoe for casual wear

New Adidas shoe for sport wear

The bag for our mooncake~ Nice aye? x3

Ta-dah~~ Mooncakes box

Here are the mooncakes~ Green tea, original and yam ^^

Candid shot~ =P

Mooncake box for the other one

Traditional mooncakes.. White Lotus with 2 yolks.. Wakakakakaka!!

Well, that's about it on what happened on Saturday ^^
I will update my blog next time when another event happen
Anyway, 2 months and counting until I go back to Malaysia~~ Hahahaxz
Keep in touch and take care all~ ^^

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Current song: Hilary Duff - So Yesterday

Update~~ ^^

2009-09-13T23:46:00.006+08:00

Heyy~~
It's been so long since I updated my blog.. again.. =.=
Anyway, it's the end of the mid-semester break and back to studying
So what did I do during the mid-sem break??
Practically nothing much..
Just hang out with friends here and there.. Lolxx

Oh yea, anyway we went shopping yesterday in Hobart City
Because it's the winter end sales I think
So pretty much everything is on sales.. Lolxx
So it's time for us to shop till we drop~~ =P
Went to quite a few shops..

At Jay Jay's, that's where we REALLY shop..
We spent 3 hours there you know
We guys just take tees that we like and go try
If don't like, throw those tees back and go take new ones.. @@
This routine went on for 3 hours at that particular shop.. Hahahahahxz..
Even the sales person there are quite surprised to see us shopping like that..
Around 5-6 people there taking and trying shirts..
Nearly all tees there had been tried by us all.. Hahahaxz
Really that shop is doing some good sales..
Mix 2 tees for AUD 30, so I bought myself 3 tees.. ^^

After that, our group spilt ways
Some want to go back first, some went to see what movie to watch..
Anyway, I joined those watching movie
But in the end, went to have dinner instead because no movie to watch..
Went to Balls & Chains to eat Western food.. ^^
Dinner was awesome and had fun
After that, went back and that's the end of the night..

Btw, I tried straighten my hair 2 days ago~ xD
And I thinks it's not bad ^^
Really wanted to straighten my hair since LONG LONG time ago~
And now I got a chance to try it
Thanks Joo for doing for me ^^

However, it's just very temporary
Because when I go shower and my hair get wet, those straightening efforts like go to waste
Straight hair back to curly hair.. @@
But it's still ok la.. At least got straighten more already.. Less curly ^^

Hehe~ Straight hair ^^

Hahahaxz.. =)

And this is one of the shirt I bought at Jay Jay's ^^
Spongbob Squarepants~~~ xD
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Current song: Hilary Duff - Who's that Girl?

Apologies

2009-08-24T12:52:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry
Really I am..
Now you know why I'm so hesitated to let you know my thoughts?
Because I know if you were to know, you would be unhappy and disappointed in me..
For someone who should be understanding you but to make such remarks
I know it's very painful for you too..

Anyway,
I'm really sorry for saying such harsh and means words to you..
Really I am..
Please forgive me..
I do understand you situation and pain..
Just that I too need to express my feelings..
I might be over the limit and I'm sorry for that..
Sorry ya, really I am truly sorry..
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Current song: Simple Plan - I Can Wait Forever

23.08.09

2009-08-23T00:15:00.007+08:00

23rd August 2009
What day is it?
Well, it's REALLY one important day in my life
It's the birthday of one of my best buddies from INTI
We had all the same classes and same groups together~
And whenever I'm going through a hard time, she'll be there for me always
To cheer me up and to give me advices ^^

Who is this buddy of mine?
Well, it's our GAIK LYN~~ xD
Wow, it's been 10 months since I met her..
I really do miss her so much.. >.<
Anyway, today's the day she turn 19
And I'm also happy to know that she has found her Arrol now.. xP
So..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LYN~~~!!!

Be happy and keep being crazy as always ya~ xD
And I miss you too
I promise I'll get my ass back this end of the year
Remember what you said to me ohh
One big hug for half and hour UNDER THE RAIN!! xD
(Sorry Arrol.. Don't come Tassie and kill me ah.. ^^""")

Me and lyn~ xD *pssst* don't laugh at my horrible face pls.. >.<
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Current song: Nickelback - Far Away

Enrique Iglesias - Somebody's Me

2009-08-18T10:48:00.001+08:00

Enrique Iglesias - Somebody's Me

You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.

[Chorus]
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. yeaa...

How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now it's gone,
And I pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..

[Chorus]

You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...

You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please...

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Somebody's me...
That somebody's me...
That somebody's me...
Oh yeah...

Short Update

2009-08-17T16:18:00.005+08:00

Wow wow wow..
It's been soooooooooooo long since I updated my blog aye?
Sorry everyone~~ >.<
I was pretty busy with assignments, exam, and also friend's party ^^""
Well, here I am Still alive and kicking
It's the second semester already
And studies are quite okay

Oh yea,
And I got my first ear piercing already ^^
It's on my left ear.. xD
Got it a few days ago only ^^
How's life?
Well, life is like that for me
Got ups and downs..
Now I'm just waiting for something to happen in my life
Wondering how long only will it take to happen.. @@
Ok la, that's all I'm gonna wrote for now
I gotta go dining hall and eat my dinner with Adeleen and the gang~ xD
Byez and take care all~ ^^
Cya all in M'sia in the end of the year!!

Me without gel hair.. @@

Me with hair gel-ed~ xD
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Current song: Kris Allen - No Boundaries

Shit Happens

2009-07-08T17:14:00.004+08:00

Results out
Not good..
I hate myself

Dont try to cheer me up
These few days too many things happen
I need some time to absorb
I'm glad some things happen
But at the same time sad because that's all that happen

Please, just leave me alone
MSN is also starting to play me now
Latest MSN can't be used
2-3 days no online
Stupid things, stupid user, stupid life
Don't even try to contact me please
Unless necessary, I would not answer any calls
I just need some time by myself now
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Current song: Lavigne - 最後一次

My New Room

2009-07-03T17:28:00.005+08:00

Yay~
After so long,
At last I have moved into my new room in University Apartment
In unit 28 which is the same as Boon Hau.. xD

Here are some pictures of my new room~ ^^

My bed~ ^^

Working table~

Wardrobe with mirror~

Now that I'm staying in hostel area,
It's so much easier now to find Adeleen and the gang to have some fun
Party, study, cooking, and all much easier and merrier ^^
New room, new surrounding, new hopes maybe? ^^

Since I have now moved,
Here's my new address~ ^^

Letters:
Sek Hong, Ho
Accommodation Services
University Apartments
Private Bag 94
HOBART, TASMANIA AUSTRALIA 7001

Parcels:
Sek Hong, Ho
Accommodation Services
University Apartments
College Road
SANDY BAY, TASMANIA AUSTRALIA 7005

Ok la, don't feel like blogging so so long
Wanna sleep in my new big bed liao~ xD
Byez and take care all~
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New Haircut

2009-06-19T23:56:00.005+08:00

Thursday went to have my first haircut here in Tassie
And trust me, it's very VERY different
First, you have to make appointment for a haircut here
Unlike in M'sia where you just go in and wait awhile, then can get haircut
Appointment first and you must be PUNCTUAL!!
Super strict about time and all here.. @@

I booked 4 bookings for haircut at 3pm for myself, Joo, Wilson and Bosco
But then Bosco decided not to go because he promised to go with Teddy
Anyway, we were abit late to go because waited Boon Hau to finish bathing =.=||
So I called to the Idoo Hair and told them we're gonna be late for 15 minutes
But the staff there told me that sorry, you must be punctual
I was like maybe 5 minutes?
She again said no, please be punctual
Wahh, cukup geram liao!! >.<

What to do?
We have to rush to the hair saloon there lo~
Walk fast fast and run there
When we reached there, in the end still give us our haircuts =.=||
But then another problem arise
The staff who make my booking heard I said only one booking and not 4
I was like WTF?! Zzzzzzzzz
So only 1 outta we 3 person can do haircut first
And the next available slot would be after 5.30pm
So, I did the first haircut and really, it's pretty different from what I had in M'sia
Here before haircut, they help wash your hair first @@
Then after that, you choose any hairstyle you like and just tell the hairstylist
And after that, you're done @@

Due to my curly and thick hard,
I can only choose short or medium short hairstyles
Asked the hairstylist there for some recommendations
And in the end, I chose this short hairstyle
After cutting, my friends all were like so shocked
Why? Because my hair was ermmm pretty short compared to last time
Boon Hau can't even recognize me when he came in the saloon
I was right there sitting having my hair cut
And he said he can't recognize me because hair too short
Nvm, when my hair is longer next time,
I want to straighten it first before I go get a haircut
More hairstyles for me to choose from~ xD

Anyway, after my turn was Wilson's turn
And then later Joo's turn
We all were pretty lucky I guess because we all managed to have haircuts pretty fast
Except Joo's which we have to wait like 1+ hours (perm and cut)
Then, went to Little Italy and had dinner
Boon Hau ate the no. 8 chili and Wilson the no. 5 chili there
I tasted some of the no.8 and really it was pretty spicy @@
On the spot face red according to Joo and Adeleen

After that, went to Mures and eat ice cream
Yes, during winter, eat ice cream~
We're crazy peoples here~ xD
Then, went to Sandy Bay to grab some groceries
and ask some information about the karaoke
After that, went back to Wilson's room and party till 4am
Then go back room and sleep~ xD
Btw, trust me in this,
pure Vodka is SOOO MUUUCCCHHH better than pure Chivas

Oh yea, here are the pictures of me with my new hair

Kinda short don't you think? @@
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~When I told you that I didnt want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy~

Quick Update

2009-06-16T22:15:00.003+08:00

Exams are over!!!!
And it's time for some enjoyment!!
It's been too long since I enjoyed myself
Always studying and more studying
I'm gonna go insane soon if I don't relax myself

So, since now exams are over
there are a few things that I gotta settle
University apartment, well settled already
1st of July moving in and there begins another chapter in my life
Goodbye Churchill Ave and Hello University Apartment
Rents and fees all about to settle finish soon~

Next is haircut
I seriously need one now!!
My hair's been so freaking thick already lo @@
And after thinning it, I planned to straighten it
Too curly already my hair, I wan smooth and straight hair!!! >.<

After that would be thinking how to spend winter holiday here
Haiz, everyone's got their own plans except me
One whole month, I also don't know what to do
I wanted to go Sydney but worried bout that stupid Swine Flu case
Baka swine flu!!! >.<
Watch anime and dota also can go sienz in one month la
I even planned to go back M'sia
but then too short la the time
I can only go on the 20+ and must come back before 1st of July because need to move
Haiz, one week only already cost me AUD 500+
Not so worth it la.. >.<
So, just have to wait till end year lo.. Haiz
6 more months till Romeo can see his Juliet again
Tahan Romeo!! TAHAN!! >.<

Well, that's just a quick update anyway
Gotta go back to my old boring and pathetic life now
Cya all in the near future and take care all~ ^^v
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~I made you a promise. I had no idea it would be so hard to keep, but that doesnt mean I'm not going to try~

Random Post

2009-06-12T08:53:00.002+08:00

Two down,
Two to go for now

Human biology - GG
Too much information to remember
And some parts that I didn't study came out
WTF?! Bye bye Human Biology~ >.<

Chemistry - LAGI GG!!
Not enough time to do all
Skipped some parts of the questions
And the drawing was terrible
Too hard!! >.<

Now left Zoology and Plant Science
Haiz, again hard subjects
Well, just have to try and do my best
Please come out easy easy questions~
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~Honesty is always the best policy in life~

Happening

2009-06-10T23:25:00.002+08:00

I can sense and smell its stench
Yupe, it's coming soon
Really fast towards my way

Something bad's about to happen
And it's gonna happen on me
It always does during this time of the year
I can feel it
Let's hope and see whether I can take it or not
Haizzz
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~It's gonna happen when it's suppose to happen~

Life and Moments

2009-06-10T05:34:00.004+08:00

7.38am in the morning
While waiting for the morning sunrise,
here am I at the basement, doing nothing
Everyone's busy preparing for exams
I also but today is a day-off
Later, I would be going to the library and do some studying
For now, I'm just absolutely not in the mood to do anything

I don't even know why I'm not in the mood also
Just don't feel like doing anything
Maybe because stress is taking over me?
Maybe because too many things to think?
Maybe because I'm just plain old confused

These few days, I really just can't seem to focus
Too many things happening and running around my mind
Physically, I'll be found looking and studying my notes
But mentally, I'm like lost and my mind wonders off
Just too many things that need to be evaluated and think
Seriously, I'm really really stressed out
Exams not doing very well for me
Problems never seems to stop come haunting me

Maybe this is life
Things never seem to come the way you want
Even if you work hard for it, you might not even get it
But one thing is clear, at least you tried
Try and fail is better than to never try and fail
You gave your best and hoped for the best

Also life never seems to be the way we want,
But we live it the best way we can
There is no perfect life but we can fill it with perfect moments

So, my dear Juliet,
If you ever see this, please do know that
No matter what happens,
You have my support and care here
I'll always be here for you
Take good care of yourself ya
Any problems can be overcome together
Gambateh and good luck for your exams
Miss ya always, dear~
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~Perfect moments can only be called perfect when you're here with me together~

Game of Poker

2009-06-09T02:20:00.006+08:00

It's just like a game of poker

The table now has $ 10, 000 on it
And your opponent increases his bet by $ 5000

And here's your hand

Let's analyze the situation
The only way you could win this situation is
At the end of the river, you get a Six of Hearts
Royal flush and you win everything

But here's the catch,
What happens if it isn't a six of hearts?
Well, it's the end for you and goodbye

Would you dare to follow him and with the slightest hope and win this poker?
Or would you just give up and fold your cards?
It's all up to you from now on
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~Let fate decide our future and our ending~

Misery

2009-06-07T22:23:00.003+08:00

My emotions and feelings now:
1. Freaking stressed
2. Freaking emo
3. Freaking grumpy
4. Freaking confused
5. Freaking scared

Stupid exams and stupid mind of mine!!!
AAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOMEONE PLS END MY MISERY NOW!! >.<

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~Where were you when my world was in its darkest moments~

Winter Love

2009-06-04T18:55:00.003+08:00

So fast it's been half a year already
It's now early June meaning starting of the winter
Winter, what's your impression when you come across that word?
Snow? Fun? Enjoy?

Well, for me, it's cold and cool with no bits of fun
I don't know but since small I have been afraid of winter
My body doesn't seem to adapt to cold good enough
But then my inner self in fact loves winter ALOT!!

The soft side of me loves winter
because it's like the perfect setting for a romantic love story
My personality also loves winter
because he himself is also similar to winter; cold, serious, and heartless
My brain also loves winter
because it's the time to go out explore and experience the snow

Winter is like a dilemma season for me
First time I'm gonna spend through the winter alone
KP might be going Sydney, Melbourne, Adelaide
Adeleen going back to M'sia
Zak and Eve definitely got plans already for winter
So, here am I again all by myself
Should I go out or should I just lock myself in the room? @@

Come to think about it,
To me, winter and love can be represented by one thing in life
The both can be represented by a knife
You can pass that knife to someone to protect you
But at the same time, you're giving a chance for it to hurt you as well
Winter ~> Fun or Suffering?
Love ~> Warmth or Heartbroken?

Well, no one knows
It's up to your choice and judgement
Pass on that knife if you really think that person will protect you
Keep the knife if you know that person will hurt you
Trust your heart and gut instinct

*SLAP SELF*
Earth to self: Wake up, vampire romeo!! Back to study!!
Ah, back to reality
Currently studying Human Biology for my upcoming exams
9, 11, 13, 15th of June.. WTF!?!
I got one whole month of holiday WHICH I am spending alone.. Swtt ==""
Anyway, nothing's helping me much now
Everything seems to worsen it only

Stress is building up like a pile of bricks
Assignments and pressure is getting the best of me
And to make it worse, my stupid cold side don't want to share it with people
Always act strong and like nothing's wrong
All those stress built up inside of me
Contained in a small glass bottle

Things to study never seems to stop anywhere
Human Biology, Chemistry, Zoology, Plant Sciences
All got so many lectures and key words to remember
Format also I not very sure how is it
My mind keep thinking I'm gonna fail this exam
Really, I might fail this time
Although I never fail exams so far, everything's got a beginning
And this might be it.. Haiz
My confidence getting torn apart bit by bit

Biological clock is getting worse and worse everyday
Some days I can sleep the WHOLE day.. WTF?!
Some days I can NOT sleep the whole day.. WTF?!
Really I'm trying my best to go back to my normal sleeping pattern
But I really can't!! >.<
At night when want to sleep, too active
When don't want to sleep, felt sleepy
AHHHHHHH!!!!!
Wow, seriously the vampire me is getting stronger every minute here
Now, I super active because I slept for like 12 hours already?
Wasted all my time which I could use for studying
Alarm clock also doesn't seem to work anymore on me
Can't hear also the alarm rang just now.. =.=""

Stress, pressure, studies, biological clock, mind
All making things difficult for me to survive
Haiz, I don't know how am I going to survive winter
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~Winter and love, both can be wonderful and disastrous at the same time~

Toby Keith - She Never Cried In Front of Me

2009-06-03T08:30:00.002+08:00

Toby Keith - She Never Cried In Front of Me

Seven thirty five
She's someone's else wife
I can get'on with my life
And that thrills me
She married him today
Her daddy gave the bride away
I heard a tear rolled down her face
And that kills me
Cause now I, can see why
She's finally cryin'

[Chorus]
How was I supposed to know
She was slowly letting go
If I was putting her through hell
Hell I couldn't tell
She could've given me a sign
And opened up my eyes
How was I supposed to see
She never cried in front of me

Yeah maybe I might've changed
It's hard for me to say
But the story's still the same
And it's a sad one
And I'll always believe
If she ever did cry for me
They were tears that you can't see
You know the bad ones
And now I, can see why
She's finally cryin'

[Chorus]

Without a doubt
I know now
How it oughta be
Cause she's gone & it's wrong
And it bothers me
Tomorrow I'll still be
Asking myself

How was I supposed to know
She was slowly letting go
If I was putting her through hell
Hell I couldn't tell
She could've given me a sign
And opened up my eyes
How was I supposed to see
How was I supposed to see
She never cried in front of me

Hell I couldn't tell

P.S.
I came across this song while looking through PC's blog
Just that I didn't have the chance to check out the music video
Really like PC said, very nice and is just my thing
Yes, I admit la..
I love emo and romantic songs~ xD

Let me show you something here about the comments of this song that I found

Quoted from sweetbear9098 (8 hours ago)

It's not only guys that need to learn, I'm a girl and didn't realize till I lost the best guy I ever had how great he was. I screwed up and now I have to live with it and it's tough. But, I learned a good lesson and that is a good thing.

Quoted from iluvdavidarchuleta63 (23 hours ago)

guys need to learn to take a hint, u never know how much you love someone 'till they're gone, thats what this song is basically saying

Quoted from Brahmsk (1 day ago)

Guys you need to realize when a girl is trying to let u know that things have to get better or she is leaving forever maybe she really means it and she may not be there anymore and u will regret it. i love this song beautiful.

Quoted by brookexmonster (2 weeks ago)

I will never ever let him see me cry, even if it does make him think he isn't doing anything wrong I could never let him see my cry. I hope one day he hears about all the times I've cried over him and then he hears this song on the radio. I care about him more than anything, and maybe one day he'll open his eyes and see if he lets me go, he'll regret it.

So, what's the moral of this song??
When opportunity comes, grab it while you still can
Because if you don't, you might regret for the rest of your life

If there's someone you like or love, tell them
Because no one knows about tomorrow
Today he/she might be waiting for you
But when tomorrow comes,
You might already be too late
Because by that time,
He/she might already belong to someone else

As my friends said,
DON'T BE A SHA BI (idiot) !!!!!!!!!!!!
Some opportunity comes only once in a lifetime
So grab it and make full use of it

Yea, there might be risk
But what are rewards without some risks?
Sometimes, you need to risk a little things to get bigger rewards
There are no free lunch in this world
Be real and accept that fact

Like my friend told me again,
If you don't try, definitely 100% failure
If you try, at least 50%-50% chance

So if you want that special one
Go fight for it,
Go risk something for it,
Go give your fullest effort.
Because even if you failed, at least you tried

No harm in trying.
I know falling down and getting hurt is painful
But let me ask you, who doesn't fall down in life?
I, myself fell down so many thousand times already
For a good guy to fall so many times,
It's very hard for me to stand back up after every fall

Confidence
Hopes
Dreams
Mind
Heart
All shattered and broken to pieces
And I have to mend those broken pieces back again myself
Matching back those pieces of the broken glass heart
And along the way, cutting myself countless times
Shards of glass piercing through the fingers

So, being a good person ain't as easy as it sounds
Too many things to consider
Too many things to worry about
Too many things to risk

But in the end, I'm still here, alive and standing
Why?
Because I still believe one day when I fall, someone will be there to catch me
And from time onwards, I will know she's the one for me.

So, never give up on your dreams and hopes
Believe in them and one day you'll be thankful for believing in them
Actions speak louder than words
So go show your sincerity and show some actions to convince him/her
Gambateh and good luck~ ^^
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~These hidden words within me, when can I let you know them?~

Vampire Me

2009-05-28T00:53:00.004+08:00

2.53am: I'm still freaking wide awake
Why? Because I'm just too active

These few days have been really really really hectic
Busy with assignments to do, practical book to complete, and ofc study for mid semester exam
And because of that, my biological clock had been totally reversed
Morning people awake but I would be found sleeping like a dead pig till 5pm
When the moon rises, I would be awake and people sleeping
From 6pm till the next day 9am, I would be found at the basement of St. John Fisher
Well, not sucking people's blood like what vampires would do (which I wish I could)
But instead doing and rushing my assignments and practicals

Damn, my day and night had been totally switched.. OMG!!
Am I starting to become a real life vampire soon?
Honestly, I wish I could be one..
Everyone knows my dream to be a vampire!! xD
*Slap self* Oi, back to reality!! @@

It's been a few days since I became a vampire
Sleep until 5-6pm
Wake up, get dressed up and go down basement pia
Pia pia pia pia pia until 12am
Then rest awhile, play poker or hearts with friends, or sometimes pool
After that, go back to pia mode and continue till next morning
Seen the sunset and sunrise a couple of times already because of this.. Hahahaha

The beautiful morning sunrise~ xD

If next morning got class at 8am just like today,
then sleep is ignored and after pia, go class again @@
Then come back and rest awhile and then go to practical class
Fuhhh~ Hectic hectic day
Today I can't sleep because
1) too active (vampire mah~ xD)
2) Champions League Finale at 4.45am

Haiz, this week is the last week of my first semester already
Then one week study break and then exams!! >.<>.<

Oh, btw I got my Accomodation offer already!!
I was offered to stay in University Apartment.. ==""
I wanted St. John Fisher because more people I know there
But will see how la tomorrow~
Actuaklly Uni Apartment is not bad also
IF I get to stay under the same roof with Boon Hau.. xD

Anyway, just to inform you all I'm still alive and kicking
but gonna be a vampire soon if sleeping routine is not back to normal.. Aikz

Cya all and byez
Take care and love ya~ ^^v
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~My happiness is you, as I think about you, I always smile~

Jay Chou- 開不了口

2009-05-25T21:50:00.010+08:00

才離開沒多久就開始擔心今天的妳過得好不好
I've only left for a short while and already started to worry about how you're doing today

整個畫面是妳想妳想的睡不著
My mind's filled with you, as I think about you I can't fall asleep

嘴嘟嘟那可愛的模樣還有在妳身上香香的味道
Your cute expression when you pout, and also the fragrance on your body

我的快樂是妳想妳想的都會笑
My happiness is you, as I think about you I always smile

[Chorus 1]
沒有妳在我有多難熬
When you're not here, it's so hard for me to bear

(沒有妳在我有多難熬多煩惱)
(When you're not here, it's so hard for me to bear, so troubled)

沒有妳煩我有多煩惱
When I don't have you to think about, I am so troubled

(沒有妳煩我有多煩惱多難熬)
(When I don't have you to think about, I am so troubled, so hard for me to bear)

穿過雲層我試著努力向妳奔跑
Breaking through the clouds, I tried hard to run to you

愛才送到妳卻已在別人懷抱
Just when love arrived, you were already in someone else's arms

[Chorus 2]
就是開不了口讓她知道
I just can't open my mouth to let her know

我一定會呵護著妳也逗妳笑
I will surely protect you and make you laugh

妳對我有多重要我後悔沒讓妳知道
You are so important to me, I regret not letting you know

安靜的聽妳撒嬌看妳睡著一直到老
Quietly listening to you whine, watching you sleep till we grow old

就是開不了口讓她知道
I just can't open my mouth to let her know

就是那麼簡單幾句我辦不到
Those mere simple sentences, I can't say them

整顆心懸在半空我只能夠遠遠看著
My whole heart hangs in the air, I can only watch from afar

這些我都做得到但那個人已經不是我
I can do all these things but that person is already not me

[Chorus 1]

[Chorus 2]

For those who know me,
should know that I'm not a fan of Jay Chou
I'm more to a Wang Lee Hom fan.. xD
But then, this song is just too hard to ignore
It's really nice and just keeps me wondering
Makes me fight for the things that I think is mine
Regret..
I don't wanna see or feel regret anymore
Too much regret in the past
Just hope I would have the courage and be strong enough
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~I might not be a fighter, but I'll fight for the things I love most~

Strut My Fruss

2009-05-19T19:03:00.003+08:00

Lately, a lot of things had happen around me
Exams, quiz, assignments, social life, stupid thoughts, etc
So stress already about studies as exam time is coming nearer and nearer
I tried to study but nothing seems to go into my thick skull
Really wanna burn whole book, the ashes mix with water,
Drink it and hope all those information goes into my head

Assignments doesn't help me much also
It's like every week I need to hand up assignments
When Friday comes, I really wanna relax and enjoy
Go out with friends, drink, party, DoTA
But when I thought about exams, I felt guilty for having fun

Basically nearly everyday I need to stress and worry about my studies
It's lucky my friends are here to help ease abit of my problems
But I still feel freaking stressed out!!

Social life.. Super crappy and getting worse
Friends just seem to disappear one by one
Those I mix and had fun always all like going invisible
Don't seem to see them in hostel or University anymore
Well, I can't do anything right?
They don't want to come and that's their choice.. Haiz

Now, some new problems are rising soon
Accomodation and money
Money running out soon but I should be able to stand until June hopefully
Accomodation, I just changed my application from next year to next semester
Why? Because KP has found a new place to stay.. Cheaper and more convinient
Money is always the issue so I never blame him for it
You won't want a cheaper place to stay? All of us want that
But the problem is that he have to move in by end of this month
He already tried his best to postpone the date to move in

At first when I heard that, no offense bro, but I was really pissed and frustruated
Already stressed from studies and social,
Now I have to worry about the one thing I thought I won't have to worry so much, house >.<
End of this month, to me, it's like too rush but what can I do?
I planned to move in University apartment or hostel together by next year
But he found a cheaper place to stay. I can't stop him right? >.<

I don't want to put him in a hard situation,
So, I just said I'm okay and pretend nothing's wrong with a happy face
Haiz, now I have one more problem to juggle in my hand
Move my stuffs and get a freaking place to stay before end of this month..
Great, now what else can go wrong aye?
End of this month.. Haizzzzzz
I really don't know when the admin office will give me the reply
And the reply also I don't know is good or bad.. >.<

I had thought of this before,
If KP moved out before admin reply comes,
Maybe I can shift my luggage and stuffs to Zak's and Adeleen's room first
But I really don't want to bother them, especially Zak
When I'm unhappy, they were the one who stood by side and cheered me up
Adeleen for giving me a place to stay in hostel and sometimes treat me meals
Zak and Eve for giving me advices and spending their time with me
Adeleen, Zak, Eve.
I own them too much deeds already >.<

So, if still no place and KP moved out already, I really don't know how already
Pay AUD 840 for the current room all by myself?
If so, someone pls take knife and stab me.. So freaking expensive
I don't want to waste my parents' money so much
It's their money, NOT MINE!!
And that's why I spend stuffs really really carefully already here
Unless necessary and stuffs, I won't simply spend

Haiz, wanted to chat with someone about this to help me
But then, I realise they already stressed with their stuffs,
So, better don't burden them with my own problems
Just have to endure and settle it myself in reality
But for now, I just have to came here to strut my fruss
Or else I scared I might explode and simply scold people

Haiz, I really wanna kneel down and cry to God
Please help and bless me with your wisdom!!!!
I beg you!! Even if you don't want to bless me, at least no more problems please!!
All I want is just a simple and happy life
Hope to survive this year to see my family, my Juliet and my friends at the end of the year again!!
I really need a miracle now to help solve my problems
But I wonder when will it come..
Please come soon or else I might just be lost behind alone by myself
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~Hold you, touch you, love you like the very last moment of time~

Love Story meets Viva La Vida

2009-05-18T02:31:00.010+08:00

Love Story Meets Viva La Vida

And this is what you get..
The most perfect and wonderful music ever!!
Came across this video when looking at PY's blog
And on the spot, I was hooked, addicted!!
Listened to it like 20-30 times and still not bored of it..
The smooth melody just makes you all relax, happy and hopeful
Thanks PY for making me addicted~ (in a good way ofc.. xD)

But what makes me addicted to it most is that particular song
Love Story by Taylor Swift, our song
The song that represents you and me
It's just awesome to listen to it without even getting bored

Then, here comes Viva La Vida by Coldplay
Another one of your favourite sing
Wow, come to think of it
This song is like made for you aye, dear? Lolxx
Two of your favourite songs being mix and this is what you get
Awesome, great, wonderful, best
Now this is what you call music..

And so, here is my reason for posting this song in my blog
Dedicate it to my beloved Juliet, CCY
When you hear this song, I hope you'll always remember not only me, but us
The times and memories we shared together
Love and miss you always

xoxo
Romeo

P.S.
Does the quote below sounds familiar to you? xD
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~You took my heart away~

Fair and Unfair

2009-05-15T01:59:00.006+08:00

It's 4am now and yet I'm still awake
Why? Because I have to study for a stupid idiotic quiz
Stupid Human Biology quiz later at 12pm
Arghhh!! So freaking stress!!!!! >.<
Before studying, I have to complete my assignment for Human Biology again!!
Curse you Human Biology!! Damn you!!
Around 3am, I managed to finish it barely~ ==""
Then, now studying for that quiz.. Haiz

I was just wondering for a moment
Is life always this unfair??
Well, to me sometimes yeah..
Wait, come to think about it, life kinda treats me unfair most of the time
You see why I will say that

In studies, I want to score and excel BUT always cannot
Studied my ass off and gave my best also cannot score.. ==""
Normal social life, I want to be abit more popular and noticeable BUT nope
Love life? Ah, always unfair one la.. Me go try = me get hurt @@
It's always I go take first move and *bamm!!* fall and get hurt~
That's life for me.. Always and unchangeable
Wonder when will things change and go my way for once?
Tomorrow? Next week? Next month? Next year? Never?
I don't know either but I really do wish for a miracle one day and change all these
I'm really getting sick and tired of the same old routine always.. >< ____________________________________________________________________

How will you answer a heart that was once broken yet wanted to love again?
How much can you give up for the sake of the one you truly love?
How will you satisfy a heart that craves for more?
How will you handle a heart that was never fair?

Sudden Feel

2009-05-12T20:17:00.003+08:00

While studying half way,
Duting my time of stress,
I suddenly have this feeling
That feeling where you miss someone so so much
That feeling where you wanna see that person immediately
That feeling where you just wanna spend the day with that someone

Romeo and Juliet
One of them is definitely at the wrong place
R miss J so much right now!!!
Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!
Really feel like screaming but I can't because I'm in the IT lab now
Doing that would attract too much attention aye? @@

Anyway, I really miss you so much now
It's been like 4+ months without you here
No chat, no online, no Skype, no email, nothing
Is this what I must endure before I can see you again? Haiz
End year!! Faster come!! I want to go back see my Juliet!! ><

I just wanna write down this feelings of mine
Ok then, time to go back pia again
Stupid practical exam tomorrow
And Human Bio quiz and assignments waiting for me.. ><

Juliet, wait for me
I will be by your side soon~
MISS YA LOTS!!! xD
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最后一次

2009-05-10T21:10:00.003+08:00

最后一次 (The Last Time)

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
Before I close my eyes for the last time

我想对你说我爱你
I wish to tell you I love you

在你怀里舍不得放弃
In your embrace, don't wish to let go

心里有千万语还没说给你听
In my heart, thousands of words I have yet to tell you

我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
I used all my strength to keep my eyes from closing

这次告别就不能再相遇
After this farewell, there will be no more meetings

不能再陪你但不要忘记
No more can I be by your side, but please don't forget

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
You promised me you will live on as well as you can

先走了去了好远的地方
I'm leaving first, leaving for a faraway place

不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
I won't be able to watch the sunrise with you anymore, I won't be able to wait for dawn

所有回忆抹去却并不容易
Erasing all the memories, is not an easy thing

生死由天决定不要太伤心
But life & death are predestined, don't be too sad

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
Before I close my eyes for the last time

我想对你说我爱你
I wish to tell you I love you

在你怀里舍不得放弃
In your embrace, don't wish to let go

心里有千万语还没说给你听
In my heart, thousands of words I have yet to tell you

我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
I used all my strength to keep my eyes from closing

这次告别就不能再相遇
After this farewell, there will be no more meetings

不能再陪你但不要忘记
No more can I be by your side, but please don't forget

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
You promised me you will live on as well as you can

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
Before I close my eyes for the last time

我想对你说我爱你
I wish to tell you I love you

在你怀里舍不得放弃
In your embrace, don't wish to let go

心里有千万语还没说给你听
In my heart, thousands of words I have yet to tell you

我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
I used all my strength to keep my eyes from closing

这次告别就不能再相遇
After this farewell, there will be no more meetings

不能再陪你但不要忘记
No more can I be by your side, but please don't forget

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
You promised me you will live on as well as you can

我永远爱你。
I will always love you

This song
Reminds me of alot of things
Alot of things I wish to say but I can't say
Because I don't dare?
Because I'm scared?
Because I know the consequences?
Haiz, what can I do? I have no idea~ ><

p.s.
Now only I know
Who treats me best
Who appreciates me most
Who supports me most
Who will be there when I'm in need
Glad to know and have that person in my life
Love and miss you~
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~Although we're far apart in reality, we'll always be close at heart~

Memories~

2009-05-09T23:20:00.005+08:00

1.20am now in Tassie
Aren't I suppose to be asleep right now?
Seems not aye?
Played Dota with Zak and Boon Hau
And then thought wanna go sleep because tomorrow need to wake up early
But then when I went to check my facebook
Something struck my mind and triggers back some old memories

While looking through my profile,
I saw some pictures of all my friends
The whole medicine gang all in KL having a blast there
Hanging out together and shopping all
I'm missing out all the fun wei!! >.<
I want to go watch movie, shopping, have meals together like last year!!
I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ><
But wait, I can't. Why?
Cause I'm like half way across the world. That's why. Damn

And then I saw more pictures again
Another cha bo, Denise having fun all at India
Found ppl to replace us edi la she.. xP
Miss those times when we all hang out also where I'm the only guy around.. xD
Still remember what that cashier at the sweet stall said at QB.. Lolxx
Miss those times when they all gang up and shoot me..

Haiz CCY, Kevin, JJin, Lyn, Li Tatt, HS, Denise, Jacq, PC, Janice and so many more
When will we all meet and have those funs again??? ><
Haiz, mid year I can't come back because I would pokai if I do so.. ==""
Only can wait till end year.. Shoot!! Argh!!

Although I've been here for like 4+ months already
I still miss home and all my friends back home LOTSS and LOTSS
Yea sure, I'm already used to the life here
Still that urge and feeling to see and have fun with them again
It's so strong that it might never fade away.. Haiz~

Really miss the whole gang so much le~ ><
7 months more till the end of the year.. So long still le~ @@
Anyway, 7 months and counting~

p.s.
I'm wondering
Wondering whether what can I actually be good in
Life? I always suck at it
Studies? No need say.. Suck more
Love? Self explainable.. Suck EVEN more I KNOW!!
I know what I'm good at!!
I'm good at NOTHING!! Yes. NOTHING!!
Must accept that fact and move on. Haiz~

p.p.s
Never assume things that you think you know
You think you have managed to let go?
Well, slap yourself in the face and think again
You have not. You still can't let go.
Your mind and heart have betrayed you.
Accept the fact and try harder next time ba~ ><
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~You and I, will we ever cross path again and have a different story this time?~

Journal Entree D7

2009-04-15T12:42:00.011+08:00

14th April, 2009 (Day 7)

It's the last day in Perth for me
So for that special last day, we went exploring the city
What made it special was it's just me and Aubrey only doing the exploring.. xD
Woke up at around 7.30am and followed Auntie Annie to the city
Then she dropped us near her office carpark
And there began our journey~ ^^

We walked along the river to our first destination which is the Bell Tower
Along the way, saw many birds and parrots.. xD
The river walk was really nice and breezy ^^

Me and Aubrey climbing in the playground.. xD

The scenery along the river walk

Hehehe.. candid shot.. xD

Aubrey with the birdies~ xD

Then, at Bell Tower, took pictures and all and then went to have a late breakfast
Egg and Bacon burgers!! Pretty good you know
And then we went to the Ferris Wheel, called the Perth Wheel
We took a ride in it and it was so much fun!!
One whole compartment just me and Aubrey.. Kekeke
During the ride, again took tonnes of pictures

Bell Tower

Me and Aubrey in front of the Bell Tower

Same thing again.. Lolxx

Weeee~ Let's dive into the pool!! xD

Creative aye? xP

The Perth Wheel

Aubrey taking picture of me

Me taking picture of Aubrey

The view of the Bell Tower from the ferris wheel

Aubrey and me in the Perth Wheel

Aubrey-chan~ xD

Me being a big poser as usual.. =P

The view of the city

The convention hall in city

LOL!! random shot

Jellyfish!! xD

After the ride, took the BLUE CAT to our next destination, Murray Street
BLUE CAT is like a public bus which is free for all passengers
So, we took the long way to our destination since it's free and can see more places in the city
On the way to our stop, we accidentally passed London Court and also Hays Street ==""
We're like suppose to go there first but then, passed it.. Hahaha
So, from Murray Street, we walked back to London Court

Murray Street

London Court was just a walkway with lots of shops there
What made it special was the design of the shops
It's like those old London shops design and it's really special

London Court

London Court again

Designs found at the entrance of London Court

After that, went to Hays Street and just walked around
Went into the shopping complex and started looking for clothes!! xD
I saw this long coat and it was so bloody beautiful!!
Sleek black and shiny.. Just prefect!! The thing that I have been looking for in Perth
But the price really killed all my hopes
It costs AUD 200 and if I buy it, I no need go back home already
Straight pokai there and bankrupt ==''

Anyway, after that went to walk around in Hays Street
And then went to Jays Jays
Again shopped for clothes and this time managed to buy a red jumper
Really sporty look and warm ^^
Aubrey also bought some tops there

Me being the model for the red jumper

After that, we went to grab a drink before going back
Aubrey got a mango smoothie and I got a chocolate milk shake
And as usual, I killed it in less than a minute xD

Took the long way using BLUE CAT to the train station
And took the train back home~
Woosh, haven't took the train in so long already.. Lolxx
Stopped in Murdoch and again, managed to take the bus back home
At home, got to eat rendang pork for lunch.. Lucky us~
Then, Uncle Steve came back and he brought back some Nando's chips
I tell you!! It's ADDICTIVE!!
So far I have 3 addictive things already; Mango juice, Aloe Vera juice, and now Nando's chips
Once started no ending for it.. Lolxx.. Damn nice~!!

Later, Uncle took us to his friend's house, Sam
Sam is also from M'sia and he's a barber
Yesh, at last managed to have a haircut before I go back.. xD
I just had my hair made thinner, that's all
I want to keep it long and then, when it's long enough, straighten it!! xD
Just hope it works.. @@
Aubrey too had a haircut and I tell you, her new haircut suits her ALOT!!

Nice aye? Suits her so much~ So kawaiii~ xD

After that, spent time chatting to Aubrey as it's getting closer to my departure
Around 10.30pm, Uncle took me to the airport and it's time for me to go home
Check-in and then boarded the plane to Melbourne first
5 hours flight to Melbourne, omg.. Slept the whole way
Meet this guy whose sitting beside me during the flight
Name's Garen and he was pretty funny
He said he was pretty nervous playing at night and so he had like beer and wine for the whole flight.. Lolxx
Then, when the plane landed, he made this loud noise "BAM"
So funny la that guy.. Hahahahahaha

Then waited for like 2 hours for my next flight back to Hobart
Played DMC4 in the waiting room
And then suddenly, announcement was made saying flight got delayed
Swttt.. Worse still, the flight somemore changed gate also
I was like WTF?! Delayed also quite bad already, somemore change gate
Ah, just walked all the way to the new gate and waited again
Then, 9.05am, board the plane to Hobart
And around 10.30am, reached Hobart
Took the cab home and fortunately, this time the cab was cheaper than last time
Last time, AUD 57 now AUD 43.. Not bad la

Reahed home at last!!
Home Sweet Home
But I feel Perth is more like home to me
Maybe because of the hospitality and warmth I had during my stay
Just feel sad that I gotta leave so fast
Time really flies when you're having fun
Thanks Uncle Steve, Auntie Annie and Ichigo-san for everything
I had great and sweet memories there ^^
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Journal Entree D6

2009-04-14T00:13:00.014+08:00

13th April, 2009 (Day 6)

Sixth day already???
So fast I'm gonna leave this place soon.. Haiz

Aubrey took a picture of me while sleeping in the morning =="

Anyway, today went to City!! xD
Another 20 minutes drive to city
And now only I realized we have to cross a bridge to get to Perth City @@
So went to city and had branch there
Went to this dim sum restaurant called Joy Garden
DIM SUM!! SO LONG SINCE I HAD IT!! xD

Perth City!! xD

Ordered the usual things in dim sum
Har kau, siew mai, etc etc
And some special dishes like fried octopus, white baits and soft shell crab!!
I never had soft shell crab before, so it's something new la.. ^^
The service there was really good
After every serving, waitress will say thank you and all
It's after every serving you know.. @@
And for dessert, I had tau fu fah..
YESH~ again another long time no try dessert.. Hahaha

Soft shell crab~

Fried octopus~

After that, we went to Kings Park~
Kings Park was just a few minutes away from where we are
And the scenery there was really nice there
Took alot of pictures there and got to walk across this bridge in the park
Funny thing happen on the bridge
Don't know why but suddenly, Aubrey's hair all stood up
It's like electrostatic there and her hair stands up.. I just can't stop laughing!!
Not only her, apparently Auntie's hair also is the same.. Lolxx!!

Look at those alignments of the trees~ So nice

Wakakaka.. Gotcha!! Revenge!! =P

Boab tree @@

Me and Aubrey~ ^^

Pretty pretty flowers

View of the Swan Lake

Greenery along the way

Me, Aubrey and Auntie Annie

Me, Uncle Steve and Auntie Annie

Aubrey and me

The bridge.. Hahaha

Aubrey and me again.. Lolxx

Aubrey and Auntie Annie (suppose to see the standing hair.. apparently not ==")

Banksia plant

Aloe Vera

Me and Aubrey with the Aloe Vera plants

Hahahaha.. Aubrey with gum nut~ Lolxx

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!!!!!

Wedding at Kings Park.. Pretty sweet aye? ^^

After Kings Park, went to the Whispering Wall
Some amazing piece of design and infrastructure
Just talk against one end of the wall
And the other person could hear it on the other end of the wall.. @@
I was amazed by what happened ==""

View of the city

Same view still

Random shots.. xD

The whispering wall!! See how far but yet still can hear Aubrey talking..

After that, went back home because the rain started to get heavier and weather was pretty cool
At home, the rain was still pouring
And with that condition, who could not resist a quick nap? xD
Slept for like 2 hours and then got ready to go for a Easter dinner at Uncle's friend's house

Nasi Lemak!! xD

At there, we all had nasi lemak
With so many types of curry to choose from
You have prawn sambal, pork rendang, fish curry, egg curry
Some other side dishes are fried chicken, anchovies, and cucumber
Oh, and for appetizer, we had shark fin and abalone!! wooosh~ xD

After all that delicious dinner, just have a chat and rested
Meet this new girl there called Serena.. So cute la she
She's 3 years old and so hyperactive
Too much chocolate I think.. Lolxx
Had lots of fun and running up and down with her.. xD
That's why I love kids.. So much fun with them!! ^^
Around 9pm, went back home and then, watched Aubrey played a little bit of PoP: WW
Then, went to bed and get ready for bed
Tomorrow is gonna be another exploring day~
You'll see why.. xD
So, this is how the sixth day ended and hope the last and final day would be a blast!!
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Journal Entree D5

2009-04-13T01:16:00.006+08:00

12th April, 2009 (Day 5)

Fifth day was again another nice outing day
Woke up quite early today and got ready to go Willowspring Orchard
It was a 30 minutes drive to there
Along the way, was just chilling out and listened music on MP3 with Aubrey
Then, reached Orchard Farm!! xD

Our journey to Willowspring Orchard

The orchard was quite big but we went to only the shops there
Weather quite hot so don't want explore there much.. Lolxx
Anyway, bought some persimmon and also some red dates
The dates was really something special
The ones we eat back in Penang was all dried up and wrinkled
These ones are harvested from the tree itself and still very fresh
And the taste is quite unique and different..
It's like a combination of apple and guava @@

Aubrey with persimmons

Anyway, after that, went to Han's Cafe
The owners of the cafe is my Uncle's friend ^^
We had mostly curry and it was delicious
And we had fried prawns for free.. On the house.. Woot
The dishes we had was quite big portions YET again, we killed it all.. wakakaka
After lunch, went to IGA to buy ingredients for dinner.. Lolxx

Han's Cafe

Deep fried prawns

Green chicken curry

Pineapple fried rice

=="" I've forgotten the name of this dish but it's pork

Mussels

Red curry fish

At home, went online and webcam with family back in Penang
Saw alot of people especially Mei Mei!!!
OMG!! SO CUTE!! SO CHUBBY!! xD
Then, went to play DMC4 with Aubrey.. Kekeke
Played for like so long until Uncle have to call us for dinner.. =P

For dinner, we had Vietnamese dishes
It's something like popiah.. Very special and different dish
The wraps were paper rice wraps and you have to soak it in hot water to soften it
Then, you put everything like veges, carrots, meat, noodles, nuts, etc into it and wrap
And after that, you dipped it into a sauce and EAT!!
Very nice and I had like about 3-4 pieces.. Fuhh~

The ingredients~

Look at these popiah.. Bottom one is mine, middle uncle, top Aubrey

My second attempt.. Looks better

Hahaha.. Inside my popiah got .......

Oh yea, while eating dinner, Uncle treated me a glass of beer
At last, some alcohol.. wakakakakaka
Watched 'So You Think You Can Dance: Easter Special' on TV
The dance moves were really amazing
And I love the songs.. xD
Soon, Uncle went to cook the Rendang Beef
OMG!! The smell so nice and make me hungry all over again
So, Auntie made me a toast and definitely helped ease my hunger.. Lolxx

After that, spent some time playing DMC4
And also chit chat with Aubrey..
Soon, it was time for bed and also end of the fifth day
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Journal Entree D4

2009-04-12T00:30:00.010+08:00

11th April, 2009 (Day 4)

Fourth day in Perth already
Time flies when you're having fun
Anyway, it's Saturday for today, meaning GO OUT!! xD

Uncle and Auntie brought us out to Fremantle
It's something like a lil city la and it's located along the coast
Alot of boats, restaurants, street performers and also alot of people
It was a 20 minutes drive from home to Fremantle
And the place was really crowded since it's Easter holidays now

Me taking pictures of the ocean

The Indian Ocean~ ^^

The Fremantle

Went to Cicerello to have lunch
Uncle ordered fish & chips, bread crumb fish and also mussels
I tell you, this is like the best fish & chips I've eaten
The fish is really fresh and you know what?
It's shark meat!! SHARK!! no wonder it's so nice!! xD
And the mussels are so huge!!
For a person who don't eat mussels often, it is so freaking nice and delicious!!

Cicerello restaurant

Wow, look at all those people.. Good business lo

Fish and Chips

Bread crumb fish

Mussels.. Nice

Aquarium found on your way to the washroom.. xD

More aquariums in the restaurant

After lunch, we went to walk around Fremantle harbor and took some pictures
Also watched some street performers along the way
Walked along the coast and took more pictures.. Hehehe

S.O.Y?? Hahaha.. it stands for Shit On You.. FUNNY!!

Another famous restaurant in Freemantle, Kailis restaurant..

Me~

Me and Aubrey taking pictures with the statue

Auntie Annie, me and Aubrey in front of Joe's

Weeee~

Models of the Year maybe? xD

Boats and more boats @@

Me, Uncle Steve and Aubrey

After that, we went to the Fremantle Market
It's something like Salamance Market back in Tassie
But more people and more stalls.. xD
The fruits there are very fresh and again, quite a few street performers..
I don't mind some free shows.. xP
Most of the shows are acrobat performance or some miniature circus.. Pretty nice though
In the market, I had a kranski a.k.a. German sausage
Very nice and different.. ^^

Street performers.. xD

The whole crew of the circus.. hahahaha

DWARFS!! wakakakaka... vv awesome mirrors.. Lolxx

After that, we went to South Mole (guess the spelling only ==""")
It's like a long stretch of land and alot of people fish there
The breeze there was so nice and cold
And I see people sitting there, with a beer in their hand
Now I know why people can sit there for hours..
It's so relaxing and that's life here in Australia
LG!! Life's Good!! xD

The Maritime Museum

The peaceful ocean

Look at how clear the water is.. Can see the green weed also.. xD

Looking out into the ocean, hoping for a miracle

Me and Aubrey

Auntine Annie, me and Aubrey~ Cheese ^^

Aiks.. We're actually standing on a BIG rock.. Lolxx

Shadows of the Day.. wakakaka

Enjoying the breeze and the view

Soon, it was time to go home
And along the way, we stopped by a chinese shop to buy some stuffs
Bought 'hor yan hor' and also some Old Town Milk Tea..
Now I can drink already in Tassie.. WAKAKAKAKA!! xD
At home, straight went to bed for a quick nap
Dunno why but felt tired and sleepy
Maybe because of the weather.. Pretty hot and sunny

After waking up, went to Joy's Garden to have dinner
Joy's Garden specialized in Vietnamese dishes
And I say, it's pretty good.. ^^

A quick shot of the foods we had in Joy's Garden

After that, went back home and relax
Played DMC4 again with Aubrey till 12 something in the morning
And then woosh, back to bed and end of the fourth day.. xD
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~Tell me that good thing comes to those who wait~

Journal Entree D2 + D3

2009-04-10T21:27:00.007+08:00

Sorry for late update
Forgotten to do it..
Busy watching funny videos.. xD

9th April, 2009 (Day 2)

Second day in Perth~ ^^
Woke up quite early, around 9.30am
Why? because the sun hits directly into my room
So quite hard to sleep long.. xD

No.1 on the chart!! Taylor Swift - Love Story~

Woke up and made toast
Then, watched some tv while waiting for Aubrey to come back
After lunch, rested and chit chat awhile
Around 2pm, it's time for Aubrey to go back to Murdoch Uni for classes
So I also decided to go there.. Hehehehe
Took the bus all the way into the Uni and had a lil tour

Small lake with fountain beside home.. ^^

The Uni was huge!!
Bigger than UTAS Ithink.. Lolxx
Anyway, I went to the library and online-ed there while Aubrey went to her photography class
At 4.30pm, class's over for Aubrey and so we went to snap some pictures around Uni.. xD

Library in Murdoch Uni

Library again

Me and Aubrey in front of the Uni entrance

Law, Economics and Commerce building.. Too big to be fitted into the camera

New building in Murdoch

Administration building

Aubrey~ xD

Guess what field is this?? xD

Yupe, a horse field.. All in Murdoch Uni.. Zzzz

Me and Aubrey in the bus

Then, we took the bus back home
And Uncle was starting to cook dinner
Chinese home made cookings~~
Wah, so long since I had some already lo.. xD
After dinner, watched tv together and chat with Auntie and Uncle

Onion eggs and vege~

Black soy sauce chicken and sambal spinach

After Uncle left for work, Auntie bought us to go late night shopping..
Went to Woolworths, Livingston, and Big W
So big and nice..
And I at last bought a T-shirt!! xD
Last 2 minutes before the complex close only I buy.. hahahaha

Aubrey and Auntie Annie in the car

Full moon in Perth

Durians!!!!!!! xD

Huge crayons!! wakakakaka

The middle picture is taken in 2009.. The sides was taken in 1999.. 10 YEARS AGO!! @@

After that, went back home and watched funny videos!!
Rose Noble and Jeff Duncham!!
FUNNY SHIT!! wakakakakaka.. Lolxx
After that, it's time to sleep and end of second day
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10th April, 2009 (Day 3)

Third day in Perth
Woke up at 8.30am because of the sun
Then, tried to sleep again till 10.30am..
After that, went downstairs and saw Aubrey playing PS2
Playing FF12.. Hahahahaha..
After that, we played Prince of Persia: Warrior's Within
I wanted to play that game for a VVV LONG TIME!! xD
Played from morning till afternoon..

Then, after lunch, bath and wash face and all.. Lolxx
After that, watched Aubrey played DMC4 on my laptop
Wakakakaka.. DMC4 is THE BEST!!
Woosh~ Whack~ Bammm~~ xD
Played until 8pm.. Then, after that read Bleach Chapter 353..
Now, I'm just lounging in Aubrey's room.. ^^
Anyway, I can't wait for tomorrow
Tomorrow going to go out shopping.. weee~
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~No matter what happen, I'll always be by your side~

Journal Entree D1

2009-04-09T12:10:00.006+08:00

8th April, 2009 (Day 1)

The first day of my journey to Perth
I planned to wake up at 3.30am in the morning to get ready and all
But seems like my sleeping habit doesn't change much
I slept till 4am in the end
And thanks to Joe, who came knocking on my door, calling me to wake up.. ==""
Joe, Andrea, Jon and Kat were also going to the airport
Joe, Andrea, Jon going to NZ and same flight with me to Melbourne
Kat is going to the Samoa Islands
Around 4.20am, the cab arrived and we all began going to the airport
The airport is like 20 minutes away and the cab fare was like AUD 57

At the airport, we all checked in and got our boarding pass
After that, Joe, Jon, Andrea and me got into our flight
I slept most of the way to Melbourne because too sleepy
Then, when we reached Melbourne, we went separate ways
Waited for my next flight in Melbourne and then it's another 3 hours flight to Perth
So freaking boring during the flight
No tv and I missed my breakfast also..
This is what you get if you sleep too much.. =="""

My gate number in Melbourne airport

Due to different time zone, I reached Perth at 10.20am
And at the airport, I called Uncle Steve to let him know I've arrived
Around 11 something, Uncle Steve and Aubrey came in their black Mercedes @@
Reached home and had kebab for lunch!! xD
Uncle made kebab for me and Aubrey and it was delicious.. lolxx
Then, Aubrey showed me to my room and it was HUGE!!!
A queen size bed all for myself and also a personal toilet.. Lolxx

Perth Airport~

Random picture when I was waiting for Uncle Steve

My room!! xD

I spent most of my time at home
Chatting with Aubrey, catching up with alot of stuffs.. ^^
Then, around 6 or 7pm, Auntie Annie came back from work
It's been so long since we all got together.. xD
For dinner, we had pasta and tortellini.. Best!! xD
After that, online-ed and webcam-ed with Mum, Dad, Auntie Jenny and Sis..

Uncle Steve making pasta..

Pasta with tortellini~ Yummy xD

However, due to some problems back in Hobart,
I was abit depressed and sad.. Haizz
I'll try to solve it asap anyway.. Don't worry
Around 10.30pm, I went to sleep.. really too tired.. ==""

Now, it's the second day and I will update about it tonight
Stay tune for another entree tonight.. xD
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~The most painful thing is to see the one you love, loving another person~

Destination Arrived

2009-04-08T13:20:00.004+08:00

woot woot woot~
I'm now in Perth liao
Spending my Easter holidays with Aubrey-san~ ^^
Will be here from 8th April till 15th of April
Wakakakakakaka..
Can't wait to start exploring this whole new place..
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~There's somebody out there who will show you the tenderness you need, and I wish you know it was me~

House Warming + Hang Outs

2009-03-31T08:40:00.001+08:00

After a few weeks of staying in the new house,
only we decided to have a house warming party of our own
Pretty late because we're SPECIAL!! XD
So what's the theme of the party?
No Theme!! Special right? =P
The name of the party is JustGetYourAssDownAndParty!! XD
For our party we had a mini pool~ ^^
Yes, a swimming pool in our own backyard.. XD

Around 9pm, the party started and I learnt a new drinking game
It's called beer pong~
Basically, you throw ping pong balls into your opponent cup which is loaded with beer
Whoever get the opponent to finish all the beer wins.. XD
Alot of people came to our party and we all had alot of fun
New people, new friends, maybe some new enemies

It was really the best party ever so far
Even around 1 or 2am, people still came to our party
Never have that happen to other parties
And some more, the police came ==""
It was because we're too loud I think so we all tried to lower the noise level
But still, everyone was having alot of fun and made noise
So, the police came for a second time and we all had to stop party
Everyone was forced to leave or we have to pay a fine of AUD 1000
Not only that, they'll confiscate the laptops and stereo

As for the two of us, you can say we had quite an experience
KP had alot of beer from that drinking game (at least 3 bottles of beer)
Then, he got forced to drink white wine by some Swedish guy
And he also took some vodka jelly..
In conclusion, he got pretty drunk ==""
Drunk till he kept laughing and saying stuffs I don't understand
It's like "laklewfhkwdnhdsvjekdjwefkehdek"
Totally no clue what's he saying
As for me, I was quite drunk myself
But I still can walk forward and back to get water for KP
Joe was there too to take care of him

After awhile, I took KP to sit in front of the house lawn
Soon, alot of people came to see how's he doing
And we forced him to drink water and cool down
Then, KP said it's too noisy and wants to be alone
So, we went to the side garden of the house and sat there for like 30 minutes
He kept chatting on the phone with Sammie
While I took a quick snooze to cool down

How about the other housemates?
Joe, Tim, Andrea and Jon was pretty ok
Joe and Jon nearly got in a fight with this Swedish guy
That guy was a total moron
When we ask you to leave, YOU FREAKING LEAVE
He doesn't want to leave and so Joe practically 'carried' him out of the house
Joe was so pissed with that guy and so does Jon
As for Mat and Kat, they missed quite alot of the party
Mat was super drunk and Kat was looking after her
Mat apparently went to the neighbors' tree and puke =="'
Kat looked after her for about 2 hours
And they came back only when the party was being disband

After the party was stopped, the others all went to the next party just near by
Only KP, Mat and me stayed back
Mat was so drunk that she can barely walk a straight line
KP was getting better after a super dance on the dance floor
Me was also okok and I need to take care of house and two patients
The others all went to the party and I slept off

HAHA!! public show for everyone~ XD

Andrea, Jon, Mat and Tim

Beer pong!! =D

Beers~ Lots of them

Another drinking game called Flip Cup

Vodka jelly a.k.a jello shots!! XD

Claire trying to blow up the swimming pool

@@ I'm freaking blocked!! ><
Some of the guests in our swimming pool

Next day, we all woke up quite late and cleaned the whole house
Also we gossiped while cleaning

Apparently around 3-4am, a group of two came to our house in their car
They threw rocks to our windows and one of the big rocks hit the rooftop of the shed
That time, Joe, Tim, and Jon were all outside the living room and KP joined them as well
Anyway, those fellas tried to do a burn-out in front of our house but FAILED (stupid shit)
Then they showed fingers and drove off
Everyone got pissed off and waited for them to return
And as stupid as they can be, they DID came back and this time, our gang were fully loaded
Loaded with so may glass bottles
As they came, they showed off again
So, our gang threw glass bottles at them
Around 8 bottles were thrown and at least 2 hit their BMW car (score!!)
Joe called the cops again and told them the incident

I was so surprised that I didnt wake up from all those commotions
I slept like a dead pig!!!
And that big rock that hit the shed, that shed was just outside my room window!!! ><
Me and Jon after cleaning up the whole house

After that clean up, we all were so tired that we decided to go have breakfast outside
We had Pizza Hut and do you know how lucky we are?
One large pizza for only AUD 3.95
And 1.25L of beverage and garlic bread for only AUD 5
So, basically all 8 people bought their own pizza~
KP and I bought 2 each and the others bought 1
So total, we bought 10 pizzas!! XD
And we walked all the way to the harbor to eat
So funny la, whole big group carrying tonnes of pizzas walking around

At the harbor, we laid down at the grass field there and had our breakfast
The sun was shining down on us and there were people bringing dogs
We managed to play with some dogs too~
Some cute lil doggies and some huge big dogs XD
After eating, we were like hanging there, mostly sunbathing there
So nice the feeling~ XD

Kat, Andrea, Joe, KP

KP, Mat, Tim, Jon

Jon, me and Andrea

My pizzasssss!! xD

Little doggie~

Big doggie~

Group pictures!!! XD

After that, we went to McD to have ice cream as the weather was getting intense
And to further cool ourselves off, we went to have a dip in our swimming pool
Joe, Jon, Tim, Mat, and me went to have a swim in the pool
Just lounging there and enjoying the sun
Kat was there too but she just wanted to sunbath herself.. hahahaha
The water was pretty chilly but we had fun

Me, Jon and Joe lounging in the swimming pool

Still lounging~ =P

Soon, it was night time and it was time to go dancing at Salamanca
Jon, Kat, Mat, and Andrea went to dance while the others stayed at home
So tired after everything and just wanted to take a rest and sleep
Anyway, I had a great weekend here~
Party, sunbathing, gossip, sleeping~ XD
Ok, time to go as my class is gonna start soon
See ya all soon and will update asap~ ^^
Tonnes of assignment and quizes waiting for me ><
Byebye and miss you all~

P.S.
I Love You
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~Bright cold silver moon, I'm all alone in my room~

The Eighth One

2009-03-22T13:57:00.010+08:00

First there was one,
then then two, three, four
and soon after, it became five, six and seven
and now, an eighth one has come into my life.. =p

Yupe, meet my new darling~

My brand new bike.. XD

Now she's going to join my other darlings which include:

1) my K800i phone

2) my Dell Inspiron 1420 laptop

3) my Kingston pendrive

4) my wrist band which Juliet gave

5) my bracelet which Jacky gave

6) my Converse bag

7) my shades

And hope she'll live in harmony with them~

With her around, my life would be so much easier now
Can cycle to University~
Can cycle down to Sandy Bay to eat~
Can cycle to town to buy stuffs~
Can cycle to basically everywhere~!! XD

Ok now, around 12.30pm, I went to walk for KP at the bus stop
Grabbed his daytripper ticket and ITouch and rode on the bus
In town, went to Target Store and see my new darling
And after settle everything, she BELONGS to me~ XD
From town, I cycled all the way back home in Churchill Ave
On the way, I stopped at our new hangout
This hangout is a Chinese restaurant and the lady boss there is vv good with us
And because of that, we always get discount AUD 1 for every dish we order.. ^^
Had deep-fried chicken bento there.. VV nice!!
Then I went to buy oyster sauce so that next time can cook
Next is cycle all the way back home~ XD

The deep-fried chicken bento (see how much is it? XD)

At home, folded all the clothes and then, TEST DRIVE!!
Yupe, test drive bike to library for internet and also to chat with Juliet
Haven't chat with her for a VVVVV long time liao.. ><
Usually it takes like 5-8 minutes to walk
Now, 2-3 minutes with bike.. woosh~ XD
woooo~ I love my new darling
Will take good good care of her since she'll be the one I depend on most now
Okok, I gotta stop already
If not, the other darlings jealous ah and all bo chai and don't help me.. ><
Ok la, that's all for now from the Tassie guy
Will update soon and take care all
Miss and love ya lots, Juliet~ ^^
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~Even though we're far apart, I love you dearly with all my heart~

Free Times

2009-03-18T16:09:00.004+08:00

What do we do here during the weekends or holidays?In M'sia, I would either sleep, Dota or hang out with friends..
Here in Tassie, we PARTY WHOLE NIGHT!! XD
Yes, we dressed up and go out party!! Lolxx
It's something like Halloween, just that it's nearly every weekends..
And we, the 200 Churchill Ave Gang is always the best
Like we say, "The real party starts when we arrive!!"

Who are those people?
Oh, no worries.. I can show you everyone of them

1) Kat a.k.a Mom from Germany

2) Joe a.k.a Dad from USA

3) Andrea from Canada

4) Jon from Sweden

5) Tim from Finland

6) Mat from Slovakia

7) KP from M'sia

8) Lastly, Leon from M'sia (love those shades.. XP)

Yupe, that's the 200 Churchill Ave Gang a.k.a International House..
woot woot woot
Ok now!! For our group photos, everyone~

Good and Evil night~

Togo night

Bad taste/ Tacky night

Party at Danish house

Bottles, bottles and more bottles.. ==

Even more bottles~ XD

Well, sometimes we don't go out party

We spend some time together, bonding.. XD
Sometimes we watched Scrubs on Jon's laptop together

(That's what we did yesterday night.. watched till 1am)

Sometimes we just hang out at the living room and chat

Oh yea, I cooked too a few days ago.. ^^

What did I cooked? Here is it:

1) pan fried fish with spicy soy sauce

2) baked beans with egg

It's ok I think

But I think the portion is abit too small

Especially the rice.. Hahahaha.. not enough for extra scoops

Cooking is quite fun anyway

No wonder Joe loves cooking.. XD

Ok, now I gotta learn how to cook more dishes

So next time I come back M'sia, I can cook MYSELF!! WAKAKAKA

Back to free time,

As for me, sometimes I play Joe's guitar

Yes, I'm learning how to play guitar now

Joe's my teacher and he's a vv good one

And guess what?

He's planning to get a new guitar

And he said if I can learn how to play a song, he'll give his old guitar to me

But now Matt is also learning how to play the guitar

Omg!! Competition!! I need that guitar in order to complete my objective!!

Must practise hard for that guitar!! XD

Joe teaching me how to play the guitar

So yea, that's what we basically do in Tassie

Party, spend quality time, and more party
Ok now~
I gtg liao.. Go back home cook and eat.. ^^
Cya all soon and PERTH, HERE I COME IN 3 MORE WEEKS!! XD
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~We will overcome these problems because we have the strongest weapon of all, love~

Bottled Up Things

2009-03-16T12:40:00.006+08:00

Taylor Swift said in her album 'FEARLESS':

'FEARLESS is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen.'

Well, let me tell you my own quote that's something similar to it:

FEAR is walking in your freshman year of University at nineteen

Yes, that's me
After 4 weeks here, I'm still scared
Although I am enjoying the environment here,
But the people here is just so different?

This problem have been bothering me for like weeks now
I saw it coming but I pretend it not to happen
And what I did was bottle it all up inside of me
Now, that's freaking bottle is gonna burst
And I need to express it out someway and somehow

Almost everytime I see myself walking alone to everywhere
Yea true, KP and the others are here 'physically'
But I'm feeling alone and lonely here 'mentally'

Go make breakfast 'myself'
Go University 'myself'
Go have lunch 'myself'
Go attend classes 'myself'
Go library 'myself'
Go back home 'myself'
Go have dinner 'myself'

The problem is even worse when in Uni or parties
I don't know what's wrong with me
I just can't seem to communicate or make friends with them
And for a person who cares alot for friends like me to have NO FRIENDS
What do I feel here? I'll tell you this:

I feel so left out!!

I feel so isolated!!

I feel so different!!

It just makes me SICK!!
SICK TO BE ALONE!!!
When I wake up, I feel like going back to sleep and skip the day
Why? BECAUSE THERE'S NOTHING WORTH GOING IN UNI!!
Unlike in INTI, I wake up all excited to go because I can see the whole gang
So excited that until I don't want to go back home sometimes
And they say University life is fun
F**king screw them la

Yea, I pretty much can see from their faces what's their impression of me
Cold, serious, scary, lansi, lone ranger etc etc
It's not like I didn't try
I tried to make friends
But it just seems so bloody hard
I see all my housemates makes friends so easily from parties
All except for me..
I see myself alone in those parties..
holding his vodka, wandering like an idiot, doing nothing

For those who say, 'Every year is like that, just be patient and take your time la',
You certainly don't know what I'm walking through now
It's like walking across a dense thick forest with no guidance nor light
It's just pure darkness for now here
(Don't tell me use a compass and all those craps.. I'll kill you)

One thing is sure for now
The once know friendly and funny SekHong in Inti is 99.999% dead and gone
The freaking serious and cold me is resurrected and coming back
Goodbye to the friendly person and say Hello to the cold person back
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~You'll never know the true meaning of loneliness until you've been isolated from your love~

Faber Drive - When I'm With You

2009-03-11T10:21:00.005+08:00

Faber Drive - When I'm With You

Saw you walk into the room
Thought I'd try to talk to you
Babe, am I ever glad you wanted me to
Its been two years to the day
Half the time Ive been away
I know I'm not there enough but thats gonna change
Cause I'm coming back
To show you that
I'm keeping the promise I made

[Chorus]
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you, I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you

Yeah we've had our ups and down
But we've always worked them out
Babe am I ever glad we've got this far now
Still I'm lying here tonight
Wishing I was by your side
Cause when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you that
I'll love you the rest of my life

[Chorus]

Whatever it takes
I'm not gonna break the promise I made
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you, I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count (Make every second count)
When I'm with you

When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
Yeah

P.S.
Just feel like posting this music video up
Now, I really understand the meaning of this song..
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~I'll make every second count when I'm with you~

Secrets

2009-03-10T16:52:00.005+08:00

Let me tell you a little secret of mine
If these things keep going on like this,
I'm gonna die or commit suicide soon enough
Not really die or what la..
Just that, I'm gonna be so stressed up and pek cek

Arrrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhh!! ><
Too many things that I have settle!!
Too many things that I have risk!!
Too many things that I have to overcome!!
DAMN IT!!
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~If and only if you're here, my problems would seem so far away~

Updates!!

2009-03-09T11:39:00.011+08:00

Sorry for the late update, everyone
Was busy settling alot of stuffs and house still no internet.. ==""
Anyway, let me tell you all about what I did these few days ok? ^^
Embrace yourself, it's gonna be a LONG LONG post.. XD

Friday, 6th March
After Chem class, our new friends brought KP and me to eat ice-cream~
I know what you're thinking, weather so cold still go eat ice-cream? Siao!!
As I said before, weather was vv hectic and that day was blazing hot lo.. @@
So our new friends, Yit Ning and Chia Min brought us go eat ice cream
Another 2 new friends, Karen and Sister Mon also followed us
From Uni, we walked all the way to Salamanca which was near the ports in Hobart town..
Pretty far though but we enjoyed it alot.. Hahahaha
When we reached the place, ate ice cream and also some snacks
Pretty nice and the best thing is that the system there
After you ordered your food, they gave you a remote like device
And when your food is ready, the remote will make noise and vibrate.. So geng.. @@

After that, we all went back to home and got ready to go out again
Because we have to meet up with Yit Ning and Chia Min and go attend Christian party
KP went to meet them first because I have to go Uni to chat with parents
After chatting around 9pm, I called KP to ask about the whereabouts
But he said he dunno where issit as he also follow people only.. ==""
So, I continued to online at Uni till 11pm and then walked back home to sleep

Ships in Salamanca

Elizabeth St. Pier

Entrance to Elizabeth St. Pier

Restaurant we ate

Remote like device I said.. XD

KP, Yit Ning and Chia Min

Me alone in the dark.. XD

Saturday, 7th March
I woke up around 7.45am and got ready
Yupe, I was planning to go jogging around my area.. XD
So around 8am, I wore my Addidas shirt, short pants, phone, passport, cash and KP's Calypso
Then set off for my little adventure~ ^^
About the weather, it was just random
Suddenly super windy and chilly
Suddenly bright warm sunny
But most of the time is cool and windy.. Morning mah.. XD
No worries, Juliet's love kept Romeo warm all the way through.. XD

For 30 minutes I jogged from my house
But still I haven't reach my destination which was Alexandra Battery
That point I was wondering whether I was about to reach that place I want
And it just reminds me of my life now..
For so long have I walked, and when will I get what I want?
For every seconds passed, my hopes and dreams becomes dimmer and fades away

Then I came across a junction
One going down and one going up..
I took the down one and when I was about to go, I saw a glimpse of what I thought it was
I went to check it out and it was destination, Alexandra Battery at last!!
That very second, I felt so excited as I did managed to reach my goals
And the scenery there was even better and sweet for me

Scenery along the way was really also that beautiful and it just eases my mind
Looking out into the blue sea, with the warm sun shining on your skin and enjoying the breeze
Just magnificient aye? XD

Houses in my area.. ^^

Bright sun in the chilly morning

Another view from the hills in my area

Pretty pretty flowers~ Lalalala~

My destination, Alexandra Battery

Alexandra Battery view

I saw this poor dead rabbit along my way back home =(

After that, during the afternoon, KP and me went to town to buy stuffs
And guess what I bought? Taylor Swift's Fearless CD!! XD
Super nice and super great!! Lolxx.. Loving it to bits!!
Oh yea, while we were looking for laptops,
we were told by this salesman from Dick Smith that only Officeworks sell Dell laptops here
And the warehouse is located at the top hill beside TAFE college
So we called a cab and told the driver where we're heading..
And the driver took us all the way up Mt Nelson.. Yes, MOUNTAIN NELSON!! @@
Shit, gai liao this time.. Hahahahaha
Then he said got another TAFE college in town and maybe it's that one..
And you know how bloody close was it?
It was like 2 blocks away from where the cab picked us up.. WTF?!
The houseware was really there and it was just on top on a slope nia.. NOT HILL ALSO!!
and as for the cab fare, it was AUD 31!! s..p..e..e..c..h..l..e..s..s

At the Officeworks, we looked around and KP at last bought a laptop
Dell Inspiron again.. But it's 1525 model.. hahahaha.. Black colour
Damn, so many Intian buy Dell Inspiron laptop..
Kevin, Adrienne, Joe Jin, Adeleen, me and now KP.. Lolxx
Then we went back to our house and tested all our electronics
Listened to my Taylor Swift CD~
Reminds me so much of my Juliet

Fearless!! XD

A little photography session? ^^

Btw, in the CD album, there was a Taylor Swift speech there
It goes something like this:

This album is called FEARLESS, and I guess I’d like to clarify why we choose that as the title.

To me,
FEARLESS is not the absence of fear. It’s not the being completely unafraid.

To me,
FEARLESS is having fears.

FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them.

To me,
FEARLESS is living in spite of those things that scare you to death.

FEARLESS is falling madly in love again, even though you’ve been hurt before.

FEARLESS is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen.

FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again.. even though every time you’ve tried before, you lost.

It’s FEARLESS to have faith that someday things will change.

FEARLESS is having courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even you can’t breathe without them.

I think it’s FEARLESS to fall for your best friend, even though he’s/she’s in love with someone else.

And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, I think it’s FEARLESS to stop believing.

It’s FEARLESS to say “you’re NOT sorry”, and walk away.

I think loving someone despite what people think is FEARLESS.

I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is FEARLESS.

Letting go is FEARLESS.

Then, moving on and being alright.. That’s FEARLESS too.

But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. That’s why I write these songs.

Because I think love is FEARLESS.

After seeing that, I was totally speechless. Why?
Because I feel her speech is like talking to me.
Just that feel, just that connection
And I gotta say, I 100% agree with her in all those things ^^
Anyway, I’m glad I bought the CD and saw this meaningful speech of hers
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~Separated so far away yet so close in each others heart, now that's FEARLESS~

Patience and Effort

2009-03-06T18:05:00.002+08:00

Haizzz
When will things gonna be any better???
Damn it la..
I'm already trying so hard to bear it
Always hoping for a change in this situation
But somehow, things just doesn't like to follow my way ><
Patience and effort, patience and effort, patience and effort
That's all I have and all I can do now
and I hope they're enough to bring about a change in my misery
Trying really hard to fill my life now with happy moments
Damn, I can say this year ain't gonna be as cool and fun as 2008

Holidays gonna come soon for me anyway
9th to 15th April is Easter Break for us Tassies
I might go Perth and find my relatives there
and also use it as a chance to get away from all this misery of mine for awhile
Just wish to find some peace and relax my mind there

P.S.
Dear Juliet,
I'm okay here
Don't worry so much about me
Go out, explore, learn and enjoy yourself more
I promise you that I'll take good care of myself right?
Trust me, I won't break that promise ^^
Take care and love you always~
xoxo
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~I am here and you are there - one of us is in the wrong place!!!!~

Second Chance?

2009-03-04T14:47:00.006+08:00

Everyone wishes for it
And so do I
Oh, how I wish I could just have it right now..
A miracle
A second chance
would definitely make a HUGE difference for me
Just a slight change in decision
Resulting in a huge change in my life
Haizzzz
But what's done is done for now
All I can do now is just keep moving forward
And make the best outta it
Like they say,
you may not have the perfect life
but you can fill it with perfect moments
And I hope I can do that

Haizz,
why didn't I see it earlier?
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~Love is but a burning fire, the distance between us only increases our desire~

THANK YOU!!!!

2009-03-02T12:48:00.006+08:00

After looking at that,

what else could I possibly do except smile?

Our theme song,

Our symbol of this incredible relationship

Taylor Swift - Love story

being in top 3 of "American Top 40"

No wonder that song is so popular even here in Tassie

In radio, in bus, in taxi, you can hear this song

Don't believe me? Ask KP.. Hahaha

All I have to say is

THANK YOU x INFINITY, TAYLOR SWIFT!!!

Without your creativity and creation of this song,

my dear and I would never have all this here

So, you deserve that spot in AT40

and I hope this would be the No.1 song for this year!!

Thanks, Taylor Swift!!

P.S.

I miss you so much, Juliet!!

Every day,

Every hour,

Every minutes,

Every second,

that song of ours keeps playing in my mind

and so were those memories we had together

Love you always~

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Stranger

2009-02-27T10:18:00.010+08:00

Though I'm surrounded by so many people,
I've never felt so alone and lonely at all
I thought I could forget those moments when I'm alone
But seems like I really can't do it.. Haizz
I see them all slowly blending into the crowd here
All that's left now is just me
Me alone standing there like a total stranger
When will I fit in??
When will I blend in??
God knows, but for now I'm alone there
And those who know me well that whenever I'm alone, something bad's gonna happen
I just can't stop thinking of the other part inside of me in M'sia
Thoughts of them are always on my mind
That feeling of missing is growing now.. larger and larger

I miss my parents,

my stinking fat b*tch sister (joking.. XD) ,

my friends,

my dear,

and many more.. ><
I miss all of them alot!!! AHHHH!!!!
Now I really do know what it feels to miss people
Especially those that are so far away from you when you in desperate need to see them
Wanna be with you all now~
Miss ya all lotss
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~You can have my soul, I'm yours; Just don't leave me here alone~

Night at the Library

2009-02-26T10:47:00.008+08:00

That night, me and KP went to the library
Sounds normal but actuallt it's not.. hehe
We went there just to use the wireless and computer there
and the most interesting part is that we went at night around 8.30pm till 10pm.. XD
Library was really quiet with just a few people around
Around 9.30pm, announcement was made saying library will close in another 30 mins
So, to avoid camping in the library for the night, we went out to continue our business
Outside the library was really chilly and kinda dark..
Yet, we continued as if none of it matters
KP used my laptop to chat with ahem.. XD
while I was lying on the bench, listening to KP's ITouch
Damn, all the songs are love songs.. Makes me kinda weird and missing everyone at M'sia
Soon, I got so bored and decided to take some snapshot.. ahahaha
Around 10.30pm, I walked back home alone because KP decided to join them in Soho Club
Along the dark and chilly adeventure back home, I was hoping
hoping that a vampire would suddenly pounch on me and bite me.. wakakakaka
Funny aye? hahahahaha.. I know, too much Twilight I think.. Lolxx
Anyway, I made it back home in one piece and safely
Here're some pictures I took that night.. Hehe

This is the face of waiting for someone to online.. XP

Night view of the library from outside

KP busy chatting with Ahem

Fountain in the Uni.. Hahaha

Peace~ XD

Me playing KP's ITouch

Thinking about everyone in M'sia

Well, that's it for now..
Will update soon next time.. hahahaha
Cya and take care all
Muaxx and xoxo
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Another Brand New Adventure

2009-02-23T06:53:00.010+08:00

Yesterday was a special day for us all
Because a new house mate had moved into the extra bedroom
Her name is Mateja aka Matt from Slovania.. XD
And she was really generous because she decided to cook for us all for the night.. hahahaha
So in the morning, Matt, me and KP woke up and went to town at 11am
First went to Reject Shop at Hobart to buy chairs and some daily uses
The things sold at that shop is so bloody cheap
One foldable chair for like AUD 10?
and 10 hangers for like AUD 3? @@

After that, we took the bus to Woolworth to buy the ingredients for the dinner tonight
Matt and me went to buy all the stuffs while KP looked after the things outside the shopping mall.. ==""
Bought carrots, milk, rice, apple, grapes, eggs, etc
Then when we went out to meet KP, he was like, 'Enjoyed shopping? Why so long?'
Hahahaha, according to KP we took like 1 hour to shop
and I'm not surprised at all because the supermarket is really huge.. hahaha

Then we took the bus back home and dropped out things in the house
Guessed what? We reached home at around 12.40pm and the others just kinda woke up
Woke up and playing Chor Tai Di.. @@ really addidted they all.. XD
Later, KP and Joe went to Uni to use the wifi there..
Soon, Matt also decided to go Uni too for the same reason.. Wifi.. ==""
Then, Joe came back and we all decided to go to the beach!! Yay~~!!
Andrea, Kat, Joe, Tim and me walked all the way up the hill and down to reach the beach
The beach was wondeful as the sand was so fine and soft
Andrea and Kat took a dip in the sea and soon went to sun bathing
Joe and Tim was busy playing football (not soccer ok? XD)
As for me, I was busy reading my new bought book, New Moon.. XD
Soon after that, KP came and played football with Joe.. ^^

Beach view from the hilly road

The beach part 1

The beach part 2

The beach part 3

Andrea, Kat, Tim and Joe relaxing all

Last but not least, my new book and a small art~ ^^

Around 6+pm, we all went back as dinner was going to be ready soon

Walked all the way back home and found out that my Debit card is here already!! XD

Matt cooked the traditional student dinner for all of us and it was delicious

It was a mixture of rice, tomato, carrot, tuna, capsicum, and other vege.. VV healthy and nice

And as usual, I forgot to take pics as I was enjoying in the food.. @@

Well, that was all for the day..

Wonderful beach experience and delicious dinner

Finally, welcome and thanks for the dinner, Matt!! ^^

Waiting for new adventures and experiences~

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Some Crap Thing

2009-02-20T11:42:00.002+08:00

On the lush green grass,
Under the shady tree ,
The wind was chilly yet smoothing
But there was I, gazing into the distance
The scenery and setting might look complete
but that does not reveal the true condition of the heart
As for I was all alone there
With no one special to share the perfect scenery with
Oh, how I wish she was there with me
Enjoying the cool breeze and the magnificient scenery
Haizz, well that's all I can dream and hope of
and I know it'll always be one
I MISS YOU, DEAR!! ><

p.s.
This scenery really exist in my Uni
And really I was sitting there alone
And suddenly this thing struck my mind =="
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Reporting Back From Tassie

2009-02-18T10:56:00.013+08:00

HEY EVERYONE!!
IT'S ME, SEK HONG WITH KP BESIDE ME!! XD
Finally we had made it to Tassie in one piece and safely
So far so good now.. Acc, communication all settle liao
Left wireless not yet finish but soon I hope.. Hahahahaha
Anyway, Tassie is really nice and great
People here really nice, friendly and helpful
And most importantly, you canjust talk to them with ease
Even on the street, you can just start a convo with them
As easy as snapping your finger.. Hahahaha

About food here, who says Tassie food here is horrible?
It's damn nice and wonderful
The restaurants are like every where
Especially near our temporary accomodation there, food is the least problem we have to matter
And for 4 nights in a row, KP and me went to this Lil Indian restaurant to have curry
Curry butter chicken, Beef, Lamb, and Fish.. Best!! XD
And in Uni, we had hotdogs.. DAMN NICE!!
Btw, hotdogs in Uni are free these few days because orientation I think
so we went for like 2-3 rounds everytime? Hahahaha

About our Uni, one word to describe it
HUGE!! H.. U.. G.. E!!! It's really like a city
So many buildings and some offices are located on top of the hillside
Got bank, 3 or 4 libraries, faculty building, oval field, etc
Just to get to another destination, me and KP had to walk like mad..
When I got the pic, I'll show you all how big it is.. Lolxx
And to top it all off, alot of amo and japanese here
Seriously, now in front of me got one group already..@@
Lots of pretty girls and couples.. Me and KP see until so tekan
Wht the do? Both fella here missing people like crazy.. ><
But dont worry, we promise to be faithful and loyal!! Promise!! XD
Hope to meet more new friends here.. hahahaha
Promise you, Tatt.. If I know, will intro to you.. kekeke

Abit about Hobart, Hobart is the capital city here in Tassie besides Lauceston
Alot of shops available here, so very convinient for us
Big buildings everywhere and alot of parks as well
But the bad thing is that when it's 6pm, no one will be walking along the street
Shops all closed and street is practically empty.. ==""
It's so empty that when KP shouted OII that night along the street, no one answered us.. ahahahha
And we explored the city today by foot.. went to alot of places and found more restaurants!! XD really, food is no big problem here... It's the matter of spending time to find it.. XD
And yes, we have found our new house already
It's a 7 room house, with kitchen, garden, living room, 3 bathrooms
Located quite near to the Uni The add is 200, Churchill Ave, Sandy Bay, Hobart, Tas 7005
me and KP sharing the big room in the house
and we even booked a double decker bed already
Coming tomorrow and gonna be installed on Friday
Btw, we're living with 5 more people there:
Joe - US
Kat - Germany
John - Sweden
Tim - Finland
Andrea - Canada

hahahaha.. All amo except me and KP
This is gonna be so fun.. I hope.. Lolxx
Oh, and for my new mobile, it's 0423574846

Window in our room.. Ignore the two BMW cars.. Owner's

The bed provided by owner

Living room in the house

Garden behind house

Front view of the house

Yea, that's all for now..

We gotta go check out our house now

Some of them moving in today

So that's all for now, and when I got internet will update u all soon

Chao and miss ya all, especially my Beloved CCY~!!!!

Byebye~ ^^

FYI,

The group of japanese girls .. giggling there.. OMG

and got a couple kissing in front of me juz now.. DENG!!!!!!!

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Time's Up

2009-02-13T18:50:00.003+08:00

Time really flies fast for me this few days
Now all that's left is just less than 24 hours
One more day before I leave this land to a far away place
One more day before I leave my friends behind
One more day before I leave my Juliet all alone
And most importantly,
One more day before I leave my family behind

Haizzz
Tomorrow, I'll be boarding the 9.15pm plane
But will be at airport at 7.00pm.. Check-in luggage mah..
Anyway, take care all and keep in touch ya~
Really glad to meet you all this year and thanks for those memories
Friends forever and always!! ^^

Valentine

2009-02-09T00:59:00.002+08:00

14th February, Valentine's Day
A date to remember for all couples
The day where they express their love and spend precious time together
But for me, 14th Feb is a sad and depressing day for me
On that day, my journey to Tasmania begins
Night flight, 9.15pm I'll be boarding the plane and fly to a world I never knew
New people, new places, new life again

Haiz, it's Valentine and I'm leaving my love
How cruel can this world be?
Valentine should be the time for Romeo to enjoy the day with beloved Juliet
Instead, it becomes a departure and separation for both people
How bloody ironic can it be anymore??
Haiz, I really wish I could bring you along with me so I won't be so lonely there
I'm so gonna miss you, my dear Juliet
I promise you, I try to come back and we go celebrate CNY together ok? hahahahaha
5 more days and counting till our separation.. Haizzzz

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~Goodbye is always the hardest word to say to the one you love most~

Pictures from JJin's Pot Luck

2009-02-07T23:57:00.005+08:00

Here are some pics from JJin's pot luck on Wednesday
So, enjoy it ya~ XD

Romeo and Juliet~~ ^^

CCY, me and Ger Li

Lun Xiang and Chen Han enjoying the longan + laichi drink

Our bully-able host, Joe Jin

Melvern aka The Rock.. XD

Look at Hai Sherng!! Funny!! XD

Hiao Tatt.. ==""

HAHAHAHAHA!! what a safe kiss aye? LOLXX

Group photo~ XD

PY's Birthday and JJin's Pot Luck

2009-02-05T00:04:00.008+08:00

Wednesday was one long and exciting day
Afternoon around 1pm, Chen Han, Lun, Hui Hui came fetch me and go One Stop
Why? Go there to celebrate PY's birthday~ ^^
Went to pick up Melvern at Air Hitam, then HS at Gurney
After that, go take the cake and went to surprise PY
we went to her house at around 2pm
Hui Hui went in first, then we followed in later and surprise her..
Guess wht she was doing that time?? Sleeping.. ZZZZZ hahahahaha
Anyway, we celebrated her b'day at her house

PY blowing b'day cake

Cutting cake~

Melvern, HS, CH, me, PY, HH, Lun Xiang

CH being girlish.. ==""""

Then, we went to Manhattan Fish Market eat lunch
Fuhhh, me and Lun shared the Seafood Platter for Two..
wahhhh, we think the menu write wrong liao..
it's not for two.. more like for 3 or 4.. SO BIG!!
but me and Lun managed to finish.. lolxx

After that around 6pm, went back home to prepare next outing
JJin's pot luck in 1 hour.. Haven't prepare tomyam bihun also.. @@
To speed things up, I go help my mum prepare and luckily managed to finish
Then, go bath and ready to go out again.. XD
Around 8pm reached JJin's house and met PC, HS, Melvern, CH, and JJin
At JJin house, met up with the BM ppl and also my dear CCY~ XD
Had alot of fun and also had a lot of things to eat again..
But me and Lun really filled to the max edi.. That seafood platter really gai..
Anyway, thanks to nowadays technology, we managed to webcam with VV and also ShiZu

HAHAHAHA!! Nice pics aye? LOLXX

Also got free 'gay' show.. practice 'safe kiss' HAHAHAHA
Too bad I don't have the pics yet.. if got, will post it here ok? ^^

Then, around 10.30pm, we went back already
Had a blast of a time and this is a good way to end my outside life
Actually, this pot luck is the last outing I'll go I think
The other plans all I don't think I can go already because my Dad screwed me liao.. =="

So, sorry to my other friends whom I didnt get to meet before my departure to Tasmania
Although we couldn't meet, I'll always remember those memories we had.. ^^
FRIENDS FOREVER~~!!
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~I love you and that's all I really know.. It's a love story, baby just say yes~

Latest Conditon of Me

2009-02-01T13:47:00.011+08:00

First of all, I want to say sorry for not updating my blog for a VVV long time
It's because I was busy in celebrating CNY in Ipoh and Penang
Sowieee all~~ =)

So as usual , celebrated CNY in Ipoh
but this year my cousin from Aus, Aubrey came to join us.. weeee~~
On the 23rd, Uncle Steve and Aubrey came to Penang and Mum, sis, and me went to fetch them
At night, Aubrey and me played Naruto on the ps2.. wakakakakaka!! Nice game

Me, Aubrey and Sis

The next morning, started our journey to Ipoh
Had a blast there!!! Why??
Because I'm celebrating CNY together with my birthday!! woot~~
We all had a great time laughing and playing cards.. hahaha
Oh yea!! We played Naruto again in Ipoh!! wakakaka!!
My Itachi!! muahahahahaha!!! thanks for those practises, Aubrey!! XD
Collected alot of ang pow
Some for CNY, some for b'day, some for departure to Tasmania.. hehe

Grandma with me and sis

Sis and me taking angpow from parents

The whole gang~!! XD

=="" Sneaky Aubrey took this while I was taking a nap in the hotel

WAKAKAKA!! I WROTE THIS!! XD

Sis, me and Aubrey

At the stroke of midnight, we celebrated my birthday!!
I'M 19 AT LAST!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
And thanks you all for those b'day wishes~~
Love you all so much!!! XD

B'day cakes bought from the coffee shop in Heritage Hotel

Ok now for the reunion dinner, went to Tai Thong eat
Also celebrated my birthday there.. yay~

Me and Sis

Sek Teng, Me, Sek Yung, and Sek Hao

LEGAL ALREADY!! XD

My birthday cakessss~

Cousinsss!! =)

Aubrey made this for me~~

Then next destination is Penang
Penang celebrated CNY again.. @@
Went to have reunion lunch at Starview in New World

Aubrey, Sis and me

Kekeke..

Again had a blast.. hahahahahahaha
Gambled as usual also.. XD
Basically, I won around rm3 in total I think..
Win alot in Ipoh, lost in Penang.. ==""
And during the whole CNY, I think I drank alot of wine.. zzz
Ipoh there drink, Penang here also drink
And the yee sang, OMG.. I had like 5-6 yee sang already in total.. @@

Peanut guy~ XD *random picsss*

My new darling~ xoxo

The next upcoming event is a sad one though
Yes, it's my departure to Tasmania
Visa, flight tickets, temporary accomodoation all ok already
Now, busy preparing and buying stuffs to bring over there
So far so good la.. Btw, I'm writing this post with me new laptop.. =P
Anyway, I'll be leaving on the 14th Feb night flight
Penang - Singapore - Sydney - Tasmania
Haiz, so fast hor? >< I'm so gonna miss you guys la..
Make sure come visit me ah in Aus.. Kekekeke ^^
Anyway, that's all for now..
Will update soon I hope.. @@ hahaha
Take care all and miss ya all~

P.S.
Early Happy Birthday to Joe Wen!!!!! XD
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~Though part apart but we'll always be close in heart~

Indeed a SURPRISEE!!

2009-01-21T16:24:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, was suppose to go outing
but it turned out to be more than just an outing
You see, I was told that we're all going to Gurney
and Melvern came to fetch me with Lun Xiang, Chen Han, and KP also
Then, they said have to go fetch Judy at McD Greenlane..
I was already wondering why McD Greenlane but didn't care much.. =='
Then, at McD, we went upstairs and guess what happen??
It was a SURPRISE early b'day party for me~ AWWW, HOW SWEET!! XD
It was really unexpected and I was like speechless..
Too happy until numb edi and can't stop saying thanks to them
Actually, no matter how much I thanked them, it's never enough
cause they're just too precious la

I don't know about them, but I had a blast at McD
A birthday party at McD might sounds childish but I'm loving it.. XD
To celebrate it with the one you love and
also at the place which brings back the child in me,
it's just pure AWESOME!!! XD

Singing b'day song for meeee~ XD

Ohhhh, we also played at the playground there.. Hahahaha
Although there were so many other students at McD, we just continued playing like lil kids.. XD
And there were one particular group of guy students looking at us.. hahahaha
Why? Cause CCY at the playground, trying to be man-ish
She go lift up her leg and try hang upside down.. LOLXX
Luckily she saw and quickly become girl back.. hahahahahahahahaha
Kevin then pulak tried to become a pro judge of character.. lolxx
He even go talk to those guys and asked them to help us take pictures.. XD
Btw, one of those guys was also celebrating his b'day at that time
so, we gave him a piece of my b'day cake!! XD so friendly we all.. wakakaka

Group photo~~

The 'family' tree?? hahaha

HAHAHA!! For those wondering, it goes like this

He is
Omg

Sexy, slim
Extra, emo
Krap alot

Hormone imbalanced
Or
Naughty >.<
Giraffe

HAHA!!! FUNNY!!

This maasterpiece is from Hai Shenrg
He's a pure genius I tell you.. GENIUS!! XD

After McD, we went to Gurney watch movie
Guess what we watch?? XD

Yup, we watched the horror movie, 'They Wait'.. Lolxx
I pity CCY la because she scared watching horror one but forced to watch with us.. XP
During the entire movie, we all so noisy la.. Noisiest in the cinema edi.. lolxx
Me and KP kept predicting and talking jokes about the movie.. Really damn funny!!
And Hai Sherng keep saying, 'They're screwed' whenever the characters were left alone.. HAHA
There was one scene where the girl went to bath
and suddenly when she walked away from the shower, the ghost was behind here
That part CCY screamed like hell!! The whole cinema filled with her scream..
So in the end, that horror movie became a comdey movie for us all.. well except CCY and Kenquan..

After that movie, we all came out laughing here and there
CCY and Kenquan pulak both like so scared.. hahaha
Both of them spent most of their time hiding and closing their eyes.. haiyo
So scared that CCY called Li Tatt drive later.. wakakakakaka..
After that, we all went separate ways..
Some went to play pool, some went to MPH, some went to shop
Me and CCY went shopping for books, cameras, HP, and laptops
OMG LA!! so nice la that handphone we saw!!!
Sony Ericsson C905!!! DAMN NICE!!

The new Sony Ericsson C905

And also that laptop/desktop hybrid we saw at Sony.. WAH!!!
It's a laptop plus desktop.. and it's only rm3988!!
It comes in black or white and quite powerful
and it's only for rm 3988!!!! DAMN WORTH IT LA!! XD

The Sony Vaio VGC-LJ25L

Both CCY and me went mad just by looking at it..
Both that phone and laptop,
we spent like 10-20 mins there
just looking and asking staffs there about the price and functions.. hahahahahaha
Now, I found my new year resolutions already
and it's save money and buy these two ITEMS!! AHAHAHA

After shopping, went to Gurney Drive eat dinner
And then, we all went back already.. hahahaha
It was a blast for all of us!!
Had a wonderful b'day party, wondeful movie, wonderful shopping!! XD
I hope I can celebrate my b'day like that again in the future with they all la!!
I love you guys so much!!! Thanks for everything ya~ ^^
Love you all and keep in touch ya!!
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~I'm surrounded by angels, but I call them my best friends~

David Archuleta - You Can

2009-01-15T03:06:00.004+08:00

David Archuleta - You Can

Mmmmm
Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come to those who wait
Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

[Chorus]
Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see
Are these the eyes of someone you could love?
'Cause everything that brought me here
Well, now it all seems so clear
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

[Chorus]

Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no one's ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know

This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can't fool myself, it's you and no one else

If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Show me that good things come to those who wait
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Another great song from Archie
Man, he can't stop to amaze me..
Go Archie~~!! FULL SUPPORT HERE!! XD
Thanks Shizu for calling me to go find more Archie songs
If not, I won't come across this masterpiece of his.. Lolxx

~Even though we're far apart I love you dearly with all my heart~

Tagged by JJin

2009-01-09T15:13:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Joe Jin.. =.=||||

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
I HATE SMOKERS!! SAY NO TO SMOKING!!

2. How about drinking?
Ermm, this is still ok.. Abit never mind because I'm a drinker also.. XD

3. Do you liked someone you can't have?
Yess

4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Yess

5. What's your favourite sport?
Football & B-Ball

6. It's saturday night, you're home alone, what do you do?
Either watch football match or Dota.. XD

7. Do you like roller coasters?
Still ok ok la~

8. When's the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
Hahahaha.. Depends

9. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
WAH!!! Celebrity only ah? I WAN CELEBRITIES!! =P

10. What are you doing this weekend?
Stare at my wall some more?

11. What is your favourite restaurant?
Old Town?

12. Have you ever hugged someone?
Yea

13. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?
Hmmm.. No I think..

14. Do you like anyone right now?
Yes

15. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Attitude

16. Which do you prefer, Beach or Mountains?
Beach, just sit back and enjoy the breeze

17. What kind of phone do you have?
Sony Ericsson K800i

18. Computer or Laptop?
Laptop

19. Jeans or sweats?
Jeans

20. Which year(s) has/have been the best so far?
Definitely 2008.. XD

21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
19

22. What should you be doing right now?
Dota-ing.. LOLXX

23. What is your favourite TV show?
Teen Titans and Ben 10.. woooooo~~ XD

24. What's been your last purchase?
None

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
Told ya I HATE SMOKERS!! HATE HATE HATE!!

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
@@ No I think.. lolxx

27. What do you do when you're at home?
Stare at wall again.. Too bored la

28. What is your favourite subject?
Maths.. Kekekeke

29. What's the best thing that happened to you?
Having so many great friends in my life.. XD

30. 10 person to tag :
Nobody again!! Being kind-hearted here.. =)

Nickelback - Gotta Be Somebody

2009-01-07T18:51:00.000+08:00

Nickelback - Gotta Be Somebody

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we're meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

[Chorus]
'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There's gotta be somebody for me like that.
'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It´s just like DéjàVu
Me standing here with you
So I´ll be holding my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?

[Chorus]

You can't give up!
When you're looking for a diamond in the rough (Because you never know)
When it shows up (Make sure you're holding on)
Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There's gotta be somebody for me

Ohhhhhh.

Nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.
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~You'll never be alone for you have me by your side always~

Tagged by JJin

2009-01-06T15:10:00.004+08:00

Tagged by Joe Jin

Directions : Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with fifteen random things,habits or goals about you. At the end, choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog, you can't tag the person who tagged you.

1. Bored to the core now at home

2. Waiting for Studylink reply now.. DAMN NERVOUS!! ><

3. Currently listening to Nickelback - Gotta Be Somebody.. (VV nice song)

4. I usually wake up at 12 or 1pm..

5. Always sleep at 3 or 4am because of DOTA!! WOOO~ XD

6. Support Arsenal but don't think they'll win any trophy this season.. Haizzz

7. Can't wait to go back hometown to celebrate CNY + B'day

8. I always eat but just cant gain weight.. =='

9. I love watching Ben 10 & Teen Titan.. hahahaha.. very nice shows.. =P

10. I always tend to over-think.. ALWAYS!! XD

11. I get depressed pretty easily and for unknown reason..

12. Some people say I looked innocent.. but actually I'm not.. XD

13. I can be really crazy or really quiet.. Irony much

14. My face looks serious but actually I'm not.. hahaha..

15. I've officially ran out of ideas.. XD

The 10 I tagged :-
1. N
2. O
3. B
4. O
5. D
6. Y
7. !!
8. !!
9. !!
10. Why? Because I'm lazy to tag people and also being good at the same time.. XD

Tagged by Hwei Kuan

2009-01-06T14:58:00.005+08:00

Tagged by Hwei Kuan.

I tag :
1. Gaik Lyn
2. Chia Yuen
3. Shin Rui
4. Jyee
5. Shi Zu
6. Denise
7. Jacqueline
8. Melody
9. Hai Sherng
10. Melvern

1. How you know 1?
HSC 2008

2. What would you do if 3@4 dated you?
You want me dead issit?? =='
Both taken already

3. Would 5&6 make a good couple?
HAHAHAHA!! 5 already got 'husband' liao lo and 6 i think is abit too hiong? XP

4. Do you think 7 is attractive?
You're asking me??? ME?!!

5. Do you know anything about 8's family?
Got Dad, Mum, and younger brother

6. Tell me something about 9.
LIVERPOOL FAN!! XD

7. What language does 2 speaks?
Mandarin, Cantonese, Hokkien, English

8. Who is 3 going out with?
Kiatisak

9. How old is 4?
LOLXX. Old liao lo~

10. When was the last time u talk to 5?
At Hai Sherng's party

11. Who is 6's favourite singer?
No idea? =='

12. Would you date 7?
Yeeesssss

13. What is 9's last name?
I dunno.. but we usually call him PHIINNEEAASSS~

14. Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
Sorry but no.. More like brother and sister

15. Which school does 2 goes to?
Last time Jit Sin.. Now, no where

16. What do you like about 3?
Very sporting and outgoing.. Damn funny one.. hahaha

Moments

2009-01-04T19:04:00.003+08:00

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Those memories,
Those times,
Those moments,
don't you wish you could experience it all over again?

I don't know about you
but I wish I could turn back time
and go over those moments all over again..
I MISS YOU GUYS~~ XD

~Though miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart~

The Unforgettable Year

2009-01-02T01:07:00.002+08:00

Firstly, sorry I didn't post earlier
Was busy doing BBQ with family and friends
Anyway, let's recap of what happen during 2008 for me~

2008 is HSC year
Was afraid because have to make new friends
I'm not really that type of making-friends-easy kinda guy
My face too serious.. Scares people away.. hahahaha
But unexpectedly I made ALOT ALOT of wonderful friends
Too many already.. Lolxx

Old campus that time got Valentine
I still remember that.. Lolxx (sorry Kevin~) XD
Then shift to new campus, was okok la~
Outings alot and also that time we went out in Lyn's car
Jumping up and down in her car.. XD

Middle of the year have ALOT of fun also
Got that surprise-b'day party craze
Go out with JJ, Rui Rui, and Kia to eat and eat and eat.. hahaha
Oh yea!! Also that midnight visit to JJ house and my house.. LOLXX
Then, go out with the guys also
Go eat, watch movie, pool, and so many more..

Soon is exams and more exams!!!
But after exams, back to usual enjoy party life.. XD
Let's not forget the best part of the year.. Prom Night
Magnificent and truly memorable night of the year

After that was HSC exams where everyone PIA like hell
Sleep late wake up early routine..
Tonnes of coffee and whatever that makes them awake whole night
After HSC exam was FREEDOM!!!
party 24/7 until I got grounded.. =="
But still managed to go out often
and also to celebrate Kevin's b'day at Autocity

Then was Alumni Night
It was a blast as I can overnight for like 3 days? XD
Watch movies till late night and that BBQ at the beach~ NICE!!
Lastly, the final event to warp up the year 2008
Hai Sherng's BBQ party at his house.. Ermm, more like mansion to a house.. XD
The party was great!! Nice food, nice swimming pool, nice CHOCO CAKE!!

So that's about it for me..
There's actually too much memorable and wonderful event..
Can't write them all down.. Those ups and downs during the whole year
Anyway, 2008 is really the unforgettable year for me
and it will always be remembered in my heart.. ALWAYS!!
Hope 2009 would be great also though I doubt it'll be better than 2008
So, Happy New Year and I'll miss you guys~~!! XD
Keep in touch always and may our friendship lasts forever~
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~Love doesn't make the world go round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile~

David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You

2008-12-26T22:56:00.006+08:00

David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had is come and gone
You better offer someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

[Chorus]
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

[Chorus]

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
And there's no way
To take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
I wont let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.

[Chorus]

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you, ooh.
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Thanks Lyn for introducing this song to me~ XD
And I promise I won't emo ok? hehehe~

~Far in distance, but near at heart, you'll always be the angel of my heart~

Merry Christmas~~!!!

2008-12-25T00:31:00.003+08:00

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Merry Christmas
to all my friends and love ones~~!!

May all your wishes come true
and
may God bless you all always~
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~All I wish is for Christmas is to see you happy and be joyful always~

Drown, Lost, Broken

2008-12-19T21:03:00.003+08:00

It's just like going for a swim
Eventually, your guts start to tell you to go into the deep area
And with enough courage, you made your way to the deeper place
At first, you'll be having so much fun because
It's new and with you floating there, you feel so free as like you were flying
However, things start to change
And soon, you find yourself struggling to keep your head above the water
Although struggling, you tend not to care about it because you want to conquer your fears
And the price for that is that you slowly start to sink deeper and deeper
So deep that until you might actually drown and die there
Actually you don't drown by falling into the water
You drown by staying at that spot, not moving away eventhough you know it might kill you
And now, I'm drowning.....
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Spending my time,
watching the days go by
And I felt so small
I stare at the walls,
hoping that you are missing me too,
hoping that you are thinking of me too,
hoping that you are looking for me too
All my friends keep telling me that
life will go on without you,
that in time I will get over you

But I know this:
I loved you
I am still loving you
and I will always love you
There is nobody in this world
who can make me forget you
or stop loving you
You will always have a place in my heart
Until the day I close my eyes,
until the day stars will fall down from the sky
I will always love you
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Do you have any idea how hard is it for me to know that you are not apart of my life anymore?
Do you have any idea how much I'm still missing you now?
Do you have any idea how is to suffer from love?
Do you have any idea how is to cry in night for someone who doesn't even know you anymore?
But most importantly,
Do you have any idea how much I really love you, girl?
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~You are everything to me and I'm begging you please don't go~

It's Over

2008-12-18T15:00:00.004+08:00

It's all over now..
it's over and I'm free again for now.. haha
now only I know staying up late is kinda fun
well, it was when u have people like CCY and TH with you.. lolxx
stayed up till 4am and slept at 7am
hmmmm, if I keep this up, I might become a vampire soon
vampires.. edward cullen!! I WAN!! XD

anyway, my results was okok la..
just enuf to survive I think.. =='
oh yea, I want to wish congrats to all HSC students
our effort have at last paid off and
whatever our results are, just face it ok?
it's ok to be emo once awhile but don't go extreme about it
after emo, just stand back up and go on with life

so what's next for me? I have no idea also
I just wanna relax and really enjoy myself
and also I wanna conc on the one thing I love now..
damn, it was a wasted chance just now..
ish!! I'm starting to hate myself now.. ><

btw, I'm now at college still.. swt
it's 3pm now and Mum's coming to fetch me at 4pm
however, I managed to go get my results already.. so it was nt really all wasted
ok now, I got to go continue doing what I do best
day dreaming and staring at walls.. lalalala~
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~I love you and that's all I really know~

Taylor Swift - Love Story

2008-12-15T18:39:00.002+08:00

Taylor Swift - Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

[Chorus]
And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

[Chorus]

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you...
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Where are you, Juliet?
Do you know how much I need you now?
It's ok if you ignore and don't care for me
I'll still be here whenever you need me
And Juliet, I love you

~I want you to know how much I love you, but the words escape me~

Fading

2008-12-15T14:59:00.002+08:00

3 days have passed,
72 hours have gone away,
4320 minutes have vanished,
259200 seconds have disappeared

but that's just the beginning
the clock is still ticking
and with every passing minutes,
the things I hold dearly starts to slip away
slowly trickle away from my grasp
and the worst part is that I can't do anything about it

you have your reasons on doing so
and whatever is it, I respect it
but I'll still be waiting and praying here
praying for a miracle to happen just this once to me
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~Love is a dream that comes alive when we meet~

3 Days 2 Nights

2008-12-14T23:47:00.003+08:00

Friday, 12th December 2008

Around 4.30pm, Joe Jin came to fetch me and then went to get Lyn
Reached Copthorne Hotel at 5 something..
We went early because Lyn had to go do sound checks and stuffs
Some of the committee members were there already

Soon, more and more people came to the hotel
And guess what??
We saw Chia Yuen in a dress for the VERY FIRST TIME!! XD
But she looked great. Maybe she should wear more often la.. lolxx
Around 7 something, event officially started..
MCs were Hai Sherng and PeiYing
Both MCs were excellent in terms of handling the event and also their attires

Food were nice, especially the ice cream.. XD
but too bad it melted really fast and looked like.. ermmmmmm =="
The only bad things during that wonderful night were the band and that medical thingy
The band really speechless la.. people enjoying the night, they screaming their lungs out
The medical lecture totally doesn't suit the event la.. people wanna enjoy!! who wanna listen to lectures la?? swt
Anyway, overall, alumni night was wonderful and the committee really did a great job in making it a success..
Committee members, you have my thanks and respect~ ^^
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Saturday, 13th December 2008

After alumni night, we went back to the apartment to have a lil rest
and then went to Gurney for late night movie.. XD
we watched 'The Day The World Stood Still'
I rate it 3.5 outta 5
beginning was abit boring but middle and end was nice to watch
finished watching at around 3am and went back to apartment to sleep
I was so freaking tired and after changing, went straight to sleep
Andrew, Hai Sherng, Lun Xiang, Joe Wen, Kai Kin, KP all slept in room
Me, Joe Jin, Melvern, Chen Han, Adriennne slept in living room
Shizu alone took the master bedroom with toilet.. XD
Anyway, me and Joe Jin slept while Chen Han and Melvern played Lun's ps2
Chen Han played until 6am and went to sleep meanwhile Melvern played the whole night until morning.. =="

Around 8 something Joe Jin, Chen Han, Kai Kin, Melvern and me woke up
Get changed and had breakfast at Bali-Bali dimsum because we had to go college to help sell books
Around 10 something reached there and helped until 4pm

4pm, Lun fetched KP, Kevin and me back
KP went back home while we others went to apartment to get ready for BBQ on beach
Soon, Kevin had to went back to CYC there because of his camp
the BBQ got Andrew, Hai Sherng, Lun Xiang, Melvern, Chen Han, Weei Foong + bf, and me
Adrienne managed to start the fire but rain pulak like drizzling.. WTF?!?!
but we managed to have faith unlike someone and soon, the rain stopped.. XD
we BBQ'ed sausages, salmon, marshmellow, satay and bread.. seriously BEST LO!! XD
Salmon was just nice and the satay was damn nice.. should have bought more.. lolxx
around 10 something like that, we went back to apartment and rest awhile
then, go out again. This time go Feringghi there and go walk walk along the stalls there
Then, come back and cook and eat somemore.. hahahaha
watched Semi-Pro in apartment and after that went to sleep already
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Sunday, 14th December 2008

woke up at around 11 something..
we skipped breakfast because all like wake up abit late.. lolxx
for lunch, we went to have Fatty Loh Chicken Rice
then, come back and we watched DVD again~
watched 'Ferryman' and 'P.S. I Love You'
Ferryman was ok ok but
'P.S. I Love You' was really nice
the planning and the ways he showed his love even after he's dead was awesome
Really nice romantice movie and wasted Lun didnt watch with us (he was too busy sleeping)
After that, I slept for awhile because of the cool and chilling surrounding.. Best~
For dinner, we went to eat at some food court in Feringghi and then go back home
I reached home at around 11pm
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Alumni night was wonderful
Overnighting at the apartment was awesome
BBQ was damn nice
So overall, EXCELLENT OUTING!! WOOOO~~ XD

~If you love me only in my dreams, let me be asleep forever~

Dilemma~

2008-12-11T01:00:00.003+08:00

Haiz, I'm such a dilemma now
It's been like 1 and a half months already now since finals
During holidays, go outing, shopping, movie, and other stuffs
but what I regret most is that I still haven't decide my road next
HSC has ended already but I still haven't got any idea of what to study next
what are my interests??
Problem is that I really don't know what I wan study also
It's just that I feel if I pick and fix to what I want,
what happens if my final results are EXTREMELY bad??
I mah have to change everything again and plan all over??
but if I don't plan soon, I might not have a future already
Courses start at January and it's December now already!!! Sigh~

Considering:
1) Forensics?
Well, not bad also since I'm interested in it. I mean it's special and should be nice for me. But problem is that my Bio not really that good and might affect my studies. Parents also don't really like it (pantang). And considering a future here in M'sia, well you can kiss goodbye. If you're stuck here, you're dead

2) Biotechnology?
Ahhhhhh~ The famous biotech. Again, it's not bad as it definitely provide a good future. But again, Bio is a problem and the competition is quite scary. Alot of people wants to do this also you know.

3) Chemical engineering?
This was suggested by DLF, Kevin. Well, it's combination of Maths and Chemistry. Both subjects I can do and should be ok with it. However, problem is that my final results again. Finals slaughtered me like mad and I really don't hope for a good results. Haiz~
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~Within you I lose myself. Without you I find myself wanting to become lost again~

Blood Lust

2008-12-03T22:54:00.003+08:00

You're impossibly fast.
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And strong.
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Your skin is pale white, and ice cold.
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Your eyes change colour and
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you never eat or come out into the sun.
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Vampire

Yesh!! It's Twilight!! hahahaha
In my opinion, it's like one of the best movies
As you all know, I'm a vampire freak
I admire vampires ALOT!!
admire their thirst for blood
admire their looks
admire their perfections
Every vampire seems to be perfect!!
Perfect looks, perfect background, perfect personality

And in Twilight, the best and coolest of them all is
Edward Cullen~~
HE'S ABSOLUTELY PERFECT!!
LOOKS? check!!
RICHES? check!!
PERSONALITY? check!!
Too bad I'm not gay, if not he'll be so mine!!
And he's damn rich.. His car and house.. OMG!!
But the best is his personality
he's extremely charming!!
Fuh, his words can seriously make you melt
He's the whole damn thing!!
The perfect package

how I wish I was like him..
with those looks and personality, who cares if I was a vampire??
VAMPIRES ARE THE BEST!! wakakakakaka~
oh, how I wish I'll be bitten by a vampire now and join their family
*stares into blank space*
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~You are my life now and I'm afraid of losing you~

The Power of Dreams

2008-11-30T16:38:00.008+08:00

Yesterday my family and I went to QB to watch ASIMO!!
weeeeeeeeeee~~ ASIMO is so so so nice la.. XD
for those who doesn't know what ASIMO is.. *hint to that fella in Ipoh*
ASIMO is short for Advanced Step in Innovative MObility
well, this is what cute ASIMO looks like~~

nice aye? hahahaha..
you should see the advertisements on ASIMO
wakakaka, so funny and cute~~ XD
basically, ASIMO is the first humanoid robot
weighting at 53kg, ASIMO was born at 2000
it took 22 years of research and development to create ASIMO
back to QB, we went there at 7 something and the performance started at 8

just look at the crowd.. hahahaha.. front row mainly all kids.. XD

here comes ASIMO~~

ASIMO welcoming everyone.. XD

ASIMO running~

ASIMO dancing with kids

At the end of the show,
we bought two ASIMO merchandises~~ XD
and here are they~~ tadahhh~

ASIMO soft toy~

ASIMO key chain

overall, I was really happy to see ASIMO and enjoyed the show..
it was really really nice.. hahahaha

ASIMO
He walks. He runs.
And perhaps most importantly,
he inspires us all to dream

and he really does inspire me.. seriously
at the end of the show, ASIMO said
"with determination and belief in the power of dreams, we can achieve and turn our dreams into a reality no matter what the challenges are"

That phrase really means alot to a dream-less person like me
My dreams might actually come true if I tried harder and who knows I might succeed aye?
Anyway, let's not get our hopes too high but one thing is sure
ASIMO really changed my perspectives in the posibbility of turning dreams into reality
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~Without dreams there is nothing to love but without love there is nothing worth dreaming about~

Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens - Can I Have This Dance

2008-11-25T23:30:00.003+08:00

Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens - Can I Have This Dance

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.
Won't you promise me
(now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing
(to keep dancing)
wherever we go next

[Chorus]
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance
(can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all
And you can't keep us apart
(even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is
(cause my heart is)
wherever you are

[Chorus]

Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

[Chorus]

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance
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~Dance like nobody's watching and love like it's never going to hurt~

Dreams

2008-11-24T01:49:00.007+08:00

For countless times,
the real world have proven to me that
dreams are only meant for sleeping and can never come true
And for countless times,
I have ignored that fact
Why? I ask myself. Why must I be so stubborn and ignore that fact?
And due to my ignorance I have got myself into all sorts of troubles
I always believe that if you work hard enough, you can actually achieve your dreams

But now, that belief is slowly fading away
As you see, for every ounce of hard work I put in,
I get myself a ton of sadness and despair as reward
Now I ask, is it actually really worth it?
I got hurt countless times and yet every time I don’t seem to learn my lesson
and continue barging against that immovable wall
I tried to accept that painful fact but
sometimes God seems to let me think it's actually possible to achieve
And when I get my hopes a little higher, God comes and destroys all my hopes and dreams

Is it really true that if it is not yours
you will not get it no matter how much you put in?
People told me that it's all about hard work
You cannot give in so easily
You must work hard and you can get it
Well, it's true you'll get it
Problem is that the 'it' is loneliness and pain

I tried to ignore the fact but I got hurt over and over again
I tried to accept the fact but it's difficult for my heart to do so
So should I continue to work hard to achieve my dream?
Or should I just quit and let my dream forever be a dream?
This is something I have to find out and definitely the hardest to find
All I hope now is that the ending would be a good one this time
I have taken too much pain for one lifetime already

~And the most unfair thing is to see me here still waiting, patiently, in love with you~

Final Fantasy X & X-2 Music Video

2008-11-20T17:22:00.002+08:00

Cascada - Everytime We Touch (slow)

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dream.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard, to survive.

[Chorus]
'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you feel my heart beat so,
I can't let you go
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
Oh the good and the bad times,
we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

[Chorus]

Everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
Everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
Everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you feel my heart beat so,
I can't let you go
Want you in my life.
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Music video again~~ XD
I really love this game and also this song..
both also got beautiful and similar story..

there are times when we can't say the things we wish say
so, we try to find another alternative to express it
and for that very reason, this music video exist..

~I should tell you how I really feel, but I'm afraid of what you might say~

Final Fantasy VIII Music Video

2008-11-19T22:51:00.003+08:00

Sweetbox - Miss You

Don’t be afraid to cry
It wasn’t wasted time
We just couldn’t win that fight
And I knew you couldn’t stay
You had to go your way
There’s really nothing left to say
But every now and then you cross my mind
And I try not to think about where you are tonight

[Chorus]
But I miss you
’Cause I really miss you
There’s no going back ‘cause what’s done is done
But I miss you ‘cause I really miss you
But sometimes love just ain’t enough

Hey
We didn’t write the rules
It wasn’t me wasn’t you
We both know that life is cruel
I know we can’t go down that road again
And it hurts too much to think what might have been

[Chorus]

I know we can’t escape from the paths that we have chosen
But every now and then, I’m reminded

I know we can’t go down that road again
And it hurts too much to think what might have been

[Chorus]
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Doesn't this resemble or remind you of something??

~Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile~

Bored Here

2008-11-17T22:13:00.003+08:00

holidays now..
haiz, before holidays, got so many things to do, so many plans, so many activities
and I thought I wont get bored at all.. @@
but now? I'm so freaking bored la!!!
stuck at home don't know do what..
dota? I feel so noob until I lost interest in it already..
ps2? all my games finish playing already..
outing? I'm banned already now please..

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the feeling of being stuck at home really sucks..
so boring and lonely..
and these two combination makes me emo and think stupid things one ok.. @@
omg la!! I'm so freaking bored here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my body here is dying from this boredom
my mind here is dying from my stupidity
my heart here is dying from the loneliness

~Losing you is like losing my heart~

Tagged by JJin

2008-11-16T22:17:00.002+08:00

Those who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.# Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1) Name the person you tagged
I don't want to tag people already la.. later they all come kill me ah.. XD

2) Describe yourself in 1 word
Weird

3) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
Answer before one!! Must be both ways mah.. XD

4) Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Yea, definitely but managed to tell also at last.. XD

5) How if people reject your confess face to face? cry?
Definitely sad but won't cry.. Just accept the fact lo..

6) God is giving u just 5 more minutes before back to heaven, if love someone special, what will you say to that person?
I love you and I swear I will always love you so so much.. And if there's a chance, I hope we'll be together again in the next life

7) What will you say to a person who doesn't want to believe you?
Suak lo!! Just don't blame me next time and say I didn't tell you.. XD

8) Was a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
??? Don't know how to answer

9) Do you have something special with you all the time?
Yes, and it's my darling, Sony Ericsson K800i

10) Long distance love?
Yea, been in one before

11) Best place to cry?
Rooftop.. Just the lonely scenery and you staring into space

12) Who do you love the most?
Family

13) Tell us of your dream last nite.
Barely slept yesterday.. Too active.. Hahaha

14) Ever hated someone so bad?
Yea, very very bad..

15) The biggest and most hurtful lie you heard??
Forgot already la.. =='

16) The last person you had a beer with
Ermmm, I don't drink beer.. Wine, yes with Mum and Sis.. XD

17) The last person you went to the movie with
CCY, Shi Zu, Judy, Andrew, Hai Sherng - Madagascar 2

18) The last person you talked on the cell phone with
Kevin

19) The last person you hugged
Forgotten already.. but I think it's a girl?? XD

20) The last person you yelled at
Same case.. Refer to previous post

21) In the last week have you kissed someone?
Refer to previous post

22) Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
Refer to previous post

23) If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
Refer to previous post

24) If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Refer to previous post

25) What you hate the most?
Personal issue

26) What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
Refer to previous post

27) Five facts about me:
~> I'm weird
~> I'm anorexic
~> I'm dumb
~> I can be real quiet or real crazy
~> I love Dota, Arsenal and BBall

28) Five things that scares me
~> Lyn?
~> CCY?
~> Denise?
~> Alone
~> The evil side of me

29) Two songs that is playing in your head lately.
~> James Blunt - You're Beautiful
~> Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens - Right Here Right Now

30) Five things I treasure in my life
~> Friends
~> Family
~> Love
~> Money
~> Myself

Tagged by Lyn.. =="

2008-11-13T19:10:00.006+08:00

Attn: Extremely Weird Tag Here.. =='

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___.
Loves;-Your name-
P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___, -The name of the person that tagged you-.

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw that shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard souffle
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My pen pal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyed - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water - Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favorite activities when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks - Ugly pig
Foosball - Silly duck
Shopping - French kisser
Dulging for food - Cranky banana
Movies - Smelly armpits
Snacks - Horny wolf
Snooker - Tiny nipples
Bowling - Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities - Vain pot
Having a long talk - Nose plucker
Taking pictures - Dumb bitch
Other - Burn yourself

Ok now, here's the final result~~

Dear Denise,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm in love with your sister. I think I realized it when that night in your camping car and I saw you carve your initials into Bill Clinton. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand how awful I've felt. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I was interviewed by the Times about our friendship. Go burn.
Loves,
Sek Hong

P/S: You are so lifeless, vain pot, Lyn.

Ok now..
That felt extremely weird and with those insults,
I dont think I'll live to see the next daylight
Denise is so gonna kill me now.. Oh my.. XD

Now~ Let's see who to tag ah..
YOU!! YES THE ONE LOOKING AT THIS VERY BLOG AND POST NOW!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

~It takes a second to say I love you, but a lifetime to show it~

Tagged by Melody.. AGAIN!! =='

2008-11-10T23:14:00.003+08:00

Those who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

# Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people

1. Name the persons you tagged.
I don't want tag people.. tagged alot already.. XD

2. Describe yourself in one word.
Weird

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
I prefer both..

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Yes

5. Has anyone ever broken your heart?
Yes

6. What would you do during your last few minutes on earth?
Spend it with the one I love most

7. Do you believe in miracles?
Sometimes.. it depends..

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Ermmm.. Don't know how to answer la

9. Do you have something important with you all the time?
Yes, my handphone.. XD

10. Long distance love ?
Yea, been in one before

11. What is the most important thing in life to you?
Too many already.. Can't choose.. Lolxx

12. What makes you different?

because I'm weird?? does that count? XD

13. Tell us of your dream last night?
Can't remember.. hahaha.. was damn pissed yesterday

14. Are you eating anything now?
No.. but come to mention it, I might go get myself some food later.. XD

15. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
When the timing is right, I will

16. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
Ermmmmmm.. Mum I think

17. What did you have for your previous meal?
Fried rice from coffee house

18. The last person you messaged?
Lun Xiang

19. The last person you hugged?
Forgotten already.. But I think it's a girl.. XD

20. The last person you yelled at?
Silent yell or the very loud one?? hahahahaha..

21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
lolxx.. No, unfortunately.. wakakaka

22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
If you were following my blog, you should know why..

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
Ermmm.. ********************** (confidential)

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
All around the world.. Hahahaha..

25. Are you old fashioned?
Erm.. don't think so kua

26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
Love I think..

27. What are you craving now?
Play Dota because my Garena can work back already~~

28. Favourite song at the moment?
Zac Efron & Vanesse Hudgens - Right Here Right Now

29. The last song you listened to?
James Blunt - You're Beautiful

30. A random fact about yourself.
I'm a weird and emo guy.. hahahaha

Tagged by Melody and JJin

2008-11-10T16:07:00.004+08:00

RULES
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!
____________________________________________________________________

1. I always eat but just cant gain weight.. =='

2. I like playing football in my room and ended up being scolded..

3. I always tend to over-think.. ALWAYS!! XD

4. I get depressed pretty easily and for unknown reason..

5. I'm actually Cantonese but I think alot of people don't know that

6. I'm very stupid one.. Alot of people think I'm smart which is TOTALLY FALSE

7. I love watching Ben 10 & Teen Titan.. hahahaha.. very nice shows.. =P

8. Some people say I looked innocent.. but actually I'm not.. XD

9. I can be really crazy or really quiet.. Irony much

10. I sing when I'm bathing.. pity the shower head.. lolxx

11. I love Arsenal (team which beat MU) muahahahahaha!!

12. I'm a dreamer.. as in always dream.. alot.. XD

13. I love to Dota, football and sometimes basket ball

14. My face looks serious but actually I'm not.. hahaha..

15. I have officially ran out of ideas now.. XD

I tag:

~> Gaik Lyn

~> Jacqueline

~> Denise

~> CCY

~> Jyee

~> Shin Rui

~> Shi Zu

~> Ger Li

~> Hai Sherng

~> YOU!!! yes, you.. the one looking at my blog now.. muahahahahaha!!

~Missing someone is the kind of hurt a heart should be thankful to feel~

Hate Hate Hate

2008-11-10T01:27:00.003+08:00

it's burning and burning..
burning like hell's fire and getting hotter and hotter by a second..
I AM DAMN ANGRY AND PISSED NOW!!!
WHY MUST I HAVE SUCH PARENTS?!?!!? WHY?!?

I kena screwed again for coming back late.. as usual.. ughhh
it's a fucking holidays and I cant relax myself also.. WTF!!
I went to Pelita and eat and come back at 1 nia.. I mean COME ON LA!! NORMAL STUFF LA!!
come back, kena screw and now I'm banned from going out already
FUCK YOU LA!! ALWAYS SPOIL MOOD ONE!!
@!#$%^&*()#$%^&*(#$%^&*()#$%^&*(#$%^&*(#$%^&*()#$%^&*#$%^&*(

I SERIOUSLY DAMN TULAN NOW!! MA HAI LA!!! KNN!! MCB!!
AAARRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they never trust me!! NEVER!!
it's not like I'm going to go take drugs or go clubbing also.. I swear I'll never go there ok!!
but NO!! always party pooper!!
I totally don't understand at all also..
why other people's parents all can let them go and as they come back in one piece it's ok already!! WTH LA!!
why my parents cannot be like that???
I'm 18 here!! HELLO!! I can take care4 of myself and I know how to differentiate wrong from right ok!! FUCK YOU LA!!!
and again that fucking cb knn line again!! holiday so what?? TULAN LO!!
MA HAI LA!! FEEL LIKE SLAPPING TERUS!!

I pia and pia and pia so don't I deserve going out and waking up late ah??? MCB!!
and now they're complaining so what if you study?? see your results!!
FUCK YOU LA!! YOU THINK I WAN ONE AH?! MA HAI!! YOU THINK I DONT WAN TO BE SO SMART AS KEVIN OR ADRIENNE MEH?! YOU THINK I DONT WANT AH!!
I'M BORN DUMB!! WTF CAN I DO?! I TRIED MY FUCKING BEST HERE ALREADY!! AND SO CANT YOU BE MORE CONSIDERATE AND UNDERSTANING ABIT??!?!

SISTER GET LOW MARK YOU DONT SCOLD!!
WHY? BECAUSE YOU EXPECTED HER ALSO ALREADY!!
ME?!?! I GET LOW NIA KENA FUCKED LIKE HELL ALREADY!! KNN!! MCB!! TULAN LA!!
IN YOUR EYES, YOU ONLY GOT HER NIA LA!! ME DEAD LONG TIME ALREADY ONE!!
PLUS, YOU ALL WAN ME GET HIGH MARKS ALSO IS JUST TO SHOW OFF TO OTHER PEOPLE NIA!! YOU DONT THINK I DON'T KNOW THAT LA!! FUCK LA!!

seriously, no words can describe the anger I'm feeling now
and I really feel like smashing my room door right this very moment!! ARGH!!!!!!
FUCKING TULAN NOW!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!